Stunng bad !!it really over —

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VenusScorpio1976
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Our break-up ended abruptly .. I was so hurt & mad I said one day YOu will regret this don't come running back & he says ok I'll leave you alone . He said we can stil be friends and I'll always have a place
In my heart I& keep the cell I'll pay it .. I again snapped no & hung up

I have tried to coax back in & said i want to work it out & he came back with I have lost a piece of my soul with all this ( I lied he busted me . No didn't cheat but in his words I might as well have ) &!i don't trust anybody but myself and god. I then replied well you need me to help you get that back if we get back together or not.
SO that morning he text me & said how are us I said good ..&! I begin to pour my heart out .. He stings me with no I don't want to be

He waits a couple day and told me I needed to get another shone bc mine was being cut off soon I didn't reply back for 3 days


Yesterday sent a e-mail with facts of why he should come
Back ..... His response was I'm sorry I no longer have feelings wij
Us ....wtf ? Iso you don't love me at all? How is that possible?

I miss my best friend soulmate and would do anything .its like didn't o try hard enough ?
I don't know how he cqn be sooo in love with me m seems like he hates me now
I don't understand here?
I've said sorry

It's only been 3 weeks 'he so said he doesn't want anybody
He's putting his energy to building a canon & paying off debt and rebuilding his life
I was so floors !! He iced me out so fastb😢.

Ssgould u have tried to sooner
.knowing he isn't hurting as bad as me hurts worse .. He cuts my texts off short & not as sweet ..
Please tell me what can I do? He's a Cancer moon VENUS LIBRA
I AM A LIBRA SXORPIO VENUS AND A GENINI MOON
Should I
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Posted by VenusScorpio1976

I miss my best friend soulmate and would do anything







What the fuck?

You carry on, telling us (in which we never asked to hear all this fucking drama) all this crap about you snapping and him being heartless, and you yelling, and him threatening with the turning the phone off .... and all this fucking drama ...... and then turn around and call him your best friend and soul mate?


What the fuck is the matter with a person's mind, that they have no control over such dramatic needy emotions?
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You must have been very upset when you wrote all of this because much of it is fragmented and incoherent. So what I will say (because I don't know how else to reply to what you wrote) is given your current emotional state I don't really think anyone's words will be received well by you right now. Take a break, do something that will help you regroup and chill out. I think then you can hear/receive the information (internally and externally) that you need to move past this point.

And I'm sorry you're so hurt.
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his venus in libra may overrule his scorp sun/cancer moon. interesting. if so, he does not do drama especially not the venus in scorpio drama. from your screename decision, it seems like you relate more to your venus in scorp than your balanced libra sun you both have sun/venus conjunction. if his cancer moon makes him nostalgic, he may be back or his venus in libra may want a more balanced partner.

i can relate to going bat shit insane one minute and them missing him like crazy the next.

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First of.all Pangel .... I was crying so hard it was hard to type . EVER been there ? . The first post was rather imsenstive & judgemental!!

Thanks to everyone else for the input ! I was a complete mess trying to type that & needed comfort & answers .. We was so happy & it was almost our one year mark .. Then all hell
Broke lose. He caught me in a few lies and it floored him.. I was in the wrong & I tried like hell the past week to get the point across I am deeply sorry. People make mistakes & this one ? Mine of a lifetime!!! ....I sent him a email yesterday & his text reply was .." I don't have any feelings left in us" ... I dropped my cell I was floored .. It's only been 3 weeks & you don't care anymore? Someone new already? My mind raced & so did my heart... I honestly would do anything to get him
Back to prove to him how much I care, & then you think ? Are you stupid? He just said he don't care so why waste time, energy and hot air ...My heart is broken & so is my soul but I only have myself to blame!!! Question is keep asking myself is did I mean that little to him after he confessed proved time again I am
His world , his soulmate ... 3 weeks of being broke up and he could care less tho — He said he was done texting last night after I pissed him off.. I sent him
One today saying I am so sorry for all the emotional bs I have thrown at him. Starting with the break up call till now .. & how it was hard to wrap my head & heart around it .. Nothing. Back 😢 ( I know he said he was done texting ) .. This sends chills thro me wondering if someone has replaced me already 😢


This is part of me being dumped - obbessing over what breaks me .. Stinging myself ... If anyone can give me words of wisdom & Heartfelt advice I would much appreciate it !! Sorry again for my crying rant on first one ~