i feel a transformation coming on...
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29 years old female from CO USA
Sun Scorpio 28.05 Ascendant Taurus 6.4
| Rigor, (or shall I call you kindred gypsy lady?) I really only feel the need to start over brand new when I feel all the doors have been slammed in my face. I get antsy for change but usually can absolve that in a small way by starting a new hobby, changing what I do for fun, or getting a different job. I don't really have to leave EVERYTHING. I've been wanting to leave lately, because I feel my job is basically dead-end, the group of people I moved here for I can no longer spend time with because too many of them hate me (over drama with my dog), and the group of people I started hanging out with to replace THAT group.. well I kinda got hung up on a guy and now I've made myself look like a fool. And I'm still kinda hung up on him and he's with those people all the time. My only other friend outside these groups was pissed at me. Made me want to just leave and not deal with it. But I had a long talk with the guy who's been the root of all the drama (not that he's creating it, but I am due to him) and I am so much more centered now. Interesting.. but I guess thats what I get for being his friend for a year before anything happened. *shrug* have no idea what will happen with that, but I'm not obsessing and worrying myself to death over it anymore either. LTEC, you have some awesome posts there. If I had a printer I'd hang them on my wall to read every day. |
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| great stuff!! |
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letthemeatcake: you are making some marvellous posts here  |
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| yeah...symbols are excellent. he wrote 'the alchemist'. it's a must-read book |
Scorp with a Saggie Moon. That's all yo
| Quote: “Everything tells me that I am about to make a wrong decision, but making mistakes is just part of life. What does the world want of me? Does it want me to take no risks, to go back to where I came from because I didn't have the courage to say "yes" to life?” - Paolo Coelho ^^ Wonderful quote. Have no idea who the author is though. On a side note: Strangely enough there is a big red bird that looks suspiciously like a Phoenix outside my office window on an electrical line right now. Symbols. I love symbols. |
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| i LOVE, LOVE, LOVE paulo coelho!!! he's my fb 'friend' along with a few other hundreds of thousands LOL. there is something in the air scorps!! don't you feel empowered lately??? i've realised i'm a whole lot nicer to be with and have a more enjoyable time when i'm happy and positive! i'm still in the same butter as yesterday but today, i don't give a butter....n that's a whole lotta butter lol. there is definitely something planetary happening right now. venus retrograde has been more about endings so far it seems but i'm seeing the positive side of that now because an ending of one thing implies the beginning of another and what is more exciting than knowing that the best is yet to come!! best thing is that this buzz is not weed-assisted, lol. the buzz of being alive in itself! much cheaper and much better for one's health. |
Scorp with a Saggie Moon. That's all yo
| Up, up and AWAY! |
female
| Its as if the catepillar is experiencing the metamorphise into the butterfly. Bright vivid colors, stronger body, big, strong wings to soar to new places, new people. Awesome! |
Our Deepest Fear Our deepest
| Yes, been thinking about it for the past few months. The current dreams I've been having are signs that it's time. I want to leave the miserable me in the past and start completely fresh. I'm finally starting to get some motivation which I've lacked for quite awhile. I'm going to begin by finishing school and my lease is almost up...so I'm thinking about moving...not sure where yet, but I think I am. Possibly somewhere where nobody knows me. I'm just ready to get away from everything and everyone. Go to a new place, with new people and develop a whole new me. |
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| do you ever feel like completely making yourself over? moving to a new area? doing new stuff and starting from scratch in another neighbourhood. i'm planning a transformation right now. i'm bored with myself. i'll be child-free and single all summer and i think i deserve a wild time before i'm too old to appreciate it, lol. it's a good trait of scorpio that when things become overwhelmingly bad we kinda shake off the person all that butter happened to and emerge stronger, wiser and happier. this is why i think it's worth dwelling in the depths if you're a bit miserable cos when the answer comes and you know how to get out of the funk, it really is just as powerful as a phoenix rising from the ashes. good innit |
