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Posted by tino
@Smidge It was his friend. Normally he also went with his male friends and female friends in our time together, it was actually nothing just another friend of him. We'd been together before he went out with her, and morning the day after was also normal and great, lots of fun. I can spot emotional change, so basically I can tell there's nothing smell here. Besides, the timeline for a theatre act is 3 hours, and afterwards he went home sending me picture. He was just afraid I would get jealous. I would have known if he had bad intention, trust my intuition. His break-up text is not completely cold too, he points out the problem with decency. It was because of my forcing him to speak up I don't know, I should have stayed quiet when he told me to, but that would be what a doormat would do.
Posted by tino
I will take your advice, thank you @Pandora101. As I have written in my response to AriesJo, the reason why I want to apologize is because I did force him to answer my question, to explain himself for yesterday night even though he said he didn't want me rambling. I told him if I didn't say a word, how could this problem be solved and he just went silent. Which is very Aries of him. But anyway, I see the fault in my part, and the break-up text mostly pointed out more of my fault. So after that, even after that, I still must not apologize and just be gone?
Partly, I think there's no use apologizing if he ended us. I mean we ended, there's no point apologizing now isn't it? But another part, I'm responsible for my wrongdoing. Do you see where I got confused?