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Posted by tino
I will take your advice, thank you @Pandora101. As I have written in my response to AriesJo, the reason why I want to apologize is because I did force him to answer my question, to explain himself for yesterday night even though he said he didn't want me rambling. I told him if I didn't say a word, how could this problem be solved and he just went silent. Which is very Aries of him. But anyway, I see the fault in my part, and the break-up text mostly pointed out more of my fault. So after that, even after that, I still must not apologize and just be gone?
Partly, I think there's no use apologizing if he ended us. I mean we ended, there's no point apologizing now isn't it? But another part, I'm responsible for my wrongdoing. Do you see where I got confused?
Posted by tino
@Cancer-Lady I'm crying reading your advice. Not because it's not good, but it's so good to the point every truth hurts. I will kick myself if his reply is hurtful, I sure am and I know he's fully capable of...and as my past experience with 2 Geminis, I don't want that to happen just once more time. I keep remembering all the memories we have together, in a very long time I feel the physical care from someone. He was the man of action, so he made me very happy by taking me out celebrating my first day at job, he first-aided me when I got bike accident, he listened to my silliness and gave many useful advices, he touched, held hands when I didn't intentionally ask for it.....they're just normal things in rship I can tell, but not many people can have that kinds of act in a rship you know?
All these memories, and just one upset evening everything was gone, how can there be a person who can shadow every memories in a blink like that. I understand that he's old enough to think everything carefully, despite being an Aries men - who is famous for saying things without thinking first, and I believe he has more depth and emotions than what he's showing. That's why I get so caught up in this whole confusion cause I hope he just said it in his angry moments.
I definitely won't reply a word to him, there's no use. Thank you, for reading and giving such a great advice. I understand I should NOT hope in any case, cause he's very clear, but somehow I keep believing in people's best behaviour. Silly me..