Posted by Riris
I went out with my bestfriends on öast friday night,i was pretty drunk n it was pretty blurr for me.untill i saw a good looking n charming guy wearring kinda tropical peachy shirt.we starred at each other deeply n we smiled at each other.And then i dont remember somehow we ended up sitting at bar n had conversation..we kept starring a each other n i liked him so much he is such a charming,warm ,nice n the way he tpuched me..amd then i dont know why it happened,i suddenly kissed him..i just cudnt resist it bcz he was so sweet n i felt happy.He didnt mind at all n he held my hands also.
In the end i told him i was so tired .he asked me if i wanted to come to his place.first i said no i told him he wud just want to treetrunk me.he said no but he wanted to make love?
Somehow we went to his place n we had sex.he treat me sooooo damn nice ,sweet n gentle..we both realized we had strong connection..
Next day in the morning i woke up n i felt so happy i saw him sleeping next to me.I wait till he woke up n we had lazy day staying n talking in bed all day..it was so nice!i told him i liked him so much n he said the same
Sadly he has to go back to Oz bcz he is here just for vacation.so we split up but he promised me he wud text me n keep in touch.And he did.we keep in ouch sinve he was back to OZ.
Conbersation kept going well untill suddenly he said he doubtd me really remember about what happened that night bcz i waspretty drunk.i told him i remember most of things but some parts are missing bcz i was drunk.he kept telling that i jus came to him that night bcz of alcohol..he said i was differwnt the next day n seemed not recognized him.it was not true! I know it well..i remember most of things n trust me i recognize him the next day n im happy he was there i was just shy n nervous bcz i was with a guy i like layinh next to me..i was sobber when i woke up..i tend to be more confidence when im drinkinh.maybe thats why he thpught i was different next day.
Im a bit upset that he kept saying i came to him bcz of alcohol
I told him if i didnt like him why did i stay with him till he left?and his answer was maybe just bcz i didnt wanna go home
Seriously its so annoyinh me,,why he acts like this?bcz im sure he catch my feelings n we had great times together..what i have to dp now?im a libta n i hate this situation.i want all clear