Need ideas

I Am an Aries woman in love with a Taurus woman who ghosted me after I became overly emotional, I been begging till I can’t beg no more, I feel humiliated embarrassed but I still love her I can’t help it, we were both a mess when we met but became so happ

Would love to hear from male Taurus how you show that you care about your spouse. What do you do or say for example.