Posted by thatlibralifePosted by rufflestruffles
I have this colleague at work, he is an aquarius, im a leo. i know him from work for almost a year already, but its just recently (Feb 1.) that we started to actually talking to each other, he asked my female colleague about my number and then we started chatting. Everything was going well we have almost the same interest but not totally. I feel very attracted to him and i can feel he feels the same, so one day we invited me out after work (we are both on morning shift so we both clocked out at 1500h) at first we just want to have coffee and ended up drinking 3 bottles of wine. After talking for hours while drinking. I was pretty tired and drunk already. We kissed. i dont know who kissed who first. and then i left him and went home already. I didnt talk to him for a few days. and finally he broke his silence he sent me a message saying that he really likes me and thinks that he has already fallen inlove with me already, that this is the first time in 3 years that he felt this way again, and that us not talking for a few days drives him insane. i got a little scared and happy at the same time. after that our conversations went back to normal. the next day i decided to tell him the truth. that if he is looking for a relationship with someone i dont think im the one, i told him the real reason. i have chronic depression and i am unstable, i want to be open and honest and lay down my cards. he said he will wait for me and it doesnt matter to him. so we went back to talking everyday and i feel really happy and i feel alive again. but then we changed shifts already, our text became fewer and fewer, i understand this because i know we have different shift. one night he messaged me saying that he is drunk because he went out with other colleagues. i said okay enjoy your night out. the next day i feel like he was a bit cold but thats okay, i know he needs his space. the following day he just texted me to say that he saw me. and that i should rest early and bid me good night (i wasnt able to reply to this anymore because i fell asleep). the following day (this is his off day) so i was waiting for him to text me the whole day, but nothing. even one message no. i feel a little upset and i actually wanted to text him first but i thought about it and i think texting him first is not a good idea. so i didnt messaged him at all. did i do the right thing? why do i feel iced out? i feel like an idiot. im also starting to have feelings for him too. i actually miss him very much. i dont know what to do next.
Please just put the ego aside and text him. He said he's in love with you for goodness sake. What more do you need? You're getting in your own way....click to expand