what the heck. This is so messy, toxic and not meant to be. If you're looking for your soulmate, things wouldn't happen like this.
And as a Virgo Sun and Gemini Rising woman, I hate mind games. Don't say you love and then hate me wtf? I hate people who confuse my feelings and play this toxic push and pull catty game. There's no way he'd wanna play this toxic game either. Move on. This isn't meant to be.