I honestly forgot about this post but so much has happened since this. I forgot to mention that around this time one of my very good friends had passed away. He knew because he was the first person I ran to to tell, he didn’t respond back until 5 days later giving his condolences and stating that he didn’t want to take our relationship any further. I was honestly really hurt/confused and had iced him out completely I left him on read, unfriended him on all social media platforms, basically pretended like he never existed to me. He ended up blocking me and we went 5 months no contact. Until one day...he had unblocked me and a week later was in my dm’s asking me how I had been and apologizing for the way he handled things said that I had been on his mind a lot. So yes, he did come back eventually, I forgave him for my sake to move on but I don’t forget. I don’t forget how someone who claimed to care about me didn’t once console me or even ask if I was doing okay while grieving over the death of someone close to me.