Posted by cake Posted by Maxian Posted by cake
And to add. I'm not looking for a relationship. I'm scared to be in one to actively look for one right now. I don't want to be responsible for another adult, who might get sick or lose his job and vice versa. I don't want to be a burden/feel like I am/my partner leaving me/cheating on me after putting all that effort and time. Time is so precious to have it all wasted. I don't want a man to be the reason for my happiness only to have all the light in the world snatched from me.
I AM NOT LOOKING.
Just enjoying the carnival trying out different rides ðŸ¤
I'm not sleeping with a married person or someone in a relationship. This has been the good and sober fun (guilt free).
I'm not being emotional about it. I think I've been good and that's progress. If I start talking sideways, how I want him when he's not available, then yeah fire away.
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Yes, but if it's more than anticipated (the feelings) than maybe step back and reassess?
You sound a bit different than in the beginning, so hope it's still a healthy return of investment
