I wrote the letter but deleted it like im putting in this much effort for someone who wont even respond to my texts.
I called him for the last time he didn’t pick up.
Then i texted him
“As much as i love you i cant hold onto someone who doesn’t want to stay. You win
I forgave you for so much of what you did and what you said last yr but you cant forgive me for this. I wish you the best, i hope you find your person”
Hes now blocked on everything
Im tired of putting my pride on the line