I beat a dead horse with this lol but my first house Libra Mars in every way. Every aspect it makes highlights my highs and lows in life. Definetly the square it forms to Neptune. Its my tightest aspect at just 1 degree apart. Also Neptune is in the 4th for me. And a lot of NY problems arise from early childhood. I soaked up more than I knew and it snowballed. I didn't know how much anxiety I had in me. It was horrible. I always point out that I wasn't a passive person because that's a great misconception of both this aspect and Libra period. I've seen passive fire mars ppl and suns. But my anxiety controlled me and in horrible ways. I had some real low moments because I thought I wasn't good enough or weak. Developed a horrible and false sense of self. Trauma freed me from that.
I always say my first house mars impacts me a lot because it describes what's most important to me. Independence and freedom and respect above anything else. And I am a passionate man. Although I am shy at times its because of how intense I feel. I also learned to channel it and direct it. My mars sextiles my moon and I feel it. And my relationships have reflected it. More aspects to mars but I don't wanna bore y'all but I became extremely at peace when this aspect of my life was fixed. And the Neptune square is my most powerful aspect. Its a great aspect when you grow from it. I'm excellent at vibes. And I'm athletic even at 34 with a bad back lol I'm very active. More of a man than I ever knew and I can honestly say I will never sacrifice self love ever again.
