Because I had been sleeping with the first one (FWB)it had been a while so I jumped at having sex with a real person... but then I met the next one and went out with him, I knew he was the one that I wanted. So then in my mind I had to dump the first which is what I did. But that's just the way I work I can't be with two people romantically or sexually because I get caught up in the emotions and can only do that with one at a time.
Oh and regardless of what you think, I am a really happy person, estatic today in fact. my life is falling into place just perfectly. Today i had an interview for a job and was offered 3 different positions in the company!!!! Can't tell you how great that feels!
A man doesn't make me happy, mostly unbalances my life. I really am in a positon that I dont want for much...maybe sex and cuddles is all that's really missing!
Oh and now my friend is setting me up on a blind date with a very eligible bachelor....Mmmmmm not sure but as long as it's in a crowd I'll give it a go...