The first 8 months were great but we started fighting, i started all the fights because i'm just a jealous scorp. This time, he got really upset as he's been very stressed out with job searching thing. We met at bar and i tried to explain myself..he kept shaking his head, the thing i remember most clear he said was, "sorry i can't trust you anymore".
I know i've lost his trust because i kept on fighting for similar things, but this time, i honestly i want to change, for this relationship, and i'm someone i can change when i realise it's the right thing to do.
I really need this chance to prove how much i love him and want this to work, i dare not to talk to him because im scared he will brush me off. i love him and he feels like one of the most amazing thing ever happened to me ( i stopped dating for two yrs after broke up with ex bf of 6 yrs).
Any advice how to gain trust back from cancer man? I feel like cancer put trust in you from the start of the relationship, and once it's gone, it's hard to get back.