Hi guys!!! so you probably read my replies about how cancer boys always melt my heart and how they always do sweet things to make me feel special ( I am specifically talking about my bf ) Skylark and Leo1970 kind of know what I am talking about. However, we all agreed that these boys are so insecure.... My bf always asks if I am seeing someone else, if i dont love him anymore, why i dont call him as often as before,if i will stop loving him if he gets fat.. etc....Anyways, I have always trust mine, cause he is so sweet always talks to his family and friends about me like i am his princess, but this week once I was using his computer a IM message popped out... from some chick telling him she misses him and she wants to talk to him ( I trsut him so much that I thought it must be an old gf trying to get back with him) .. but i was a little curious and started reading their past conversation... and I found a chat conversation between him and her .. a month ago... he was telling her was sexy she was and they even had a web cam chat... so I just imagine for pervert intentions... idk!!!!!! I felt sooo heartbroken, he didnt cheat on me but it feels like close to cheating... it seems it was only a one day thing ... something boys do when they are bored... but it was very sad to realize he does this behind my back.
I confronted him, he apologized and his excuse was that he thought I was interested in someone else (a month ago i was very stressed bcs of work) and that I wasnt paying enough attention to him and he needed to feel spcial... stupid excuse!!!!! His insecurity made him do this!!! i have never laid eyes on any other men.. bcs he is just sooo handsome... anyways heartbroken as I was.. i told him I needed time to think about this... i understood this is not technically cheating but it will be hard to trust in him again. that night i was leaving on a business trip, so i left to the airport without even calling him, i just wanted to go away... as I was done with security check and ready to wait to board.. I see him waiting there for me!!! That crazy boy bought a ticket to make sure he sees me before I leave... My heart just melted.. he looked so miserable... i didnt feel angry so i went and hugged him, he asked me to forgive him... that he made a mistake .. that he thinks another guys are trying to take me away from him and that I might leave him for another guys and that he just wanted to feel special... so i kind of forgave him...nobody ever did som