@ LS, I've never been one to fall fast and if I do I hold it back and not say anything but the more he pushes for me to reciprocate the feelings openly the more I retreat. I've spelt it out in so many ways. I asked him the other night if he would want me to say "I love you" to him when he says it to me, even if I didn't really feel it and his answer was yes! I just said, sorry it's not something I can do. His theory is the more you say it you start to feel it...
I understand your point and he is definitely into me, no mistake about that. Right from day dot he was talking long term as in meeting his children. He's met mine but his are younger and I'm not wanting to go down that track because of my indecision!
Personally I think that my going away for 10 days will make or break us!
Oh and Congrats on your new found romance, best of luck there lady. You deserve some happiness. x