Here is the rest: As I expected he texted me the next day, I accused him how terrible he behaved last night bla bla. He was regret and said he was really angry then he asked me to go back home. How could I go to him this time so easily when he made the big mistake to ask me to leave. I told him no and I said my family couldn't trust his words anymore. I would go get the abortion soon. I told him its not the mature time to keep the baby. We had problems to be solved. If we didn't fix the problem I couldn't ensure the baby living in a healthy happy family . I told him I can risk my life but I couldn't risk the baby's innocent life.
Actually if he came to my home and say nothing but ask me home and take me home with him I would definitely went with him. At least he should do something prove something with action so I can trust him again. With only calls and texts its so weak. Even after the abortion when I asked him about this he confessed he did come but couldn't find the way here. I was so sad he didn't text me and told me he was nearby so I could lead him here or at least I knew e tried. It would change my mind for giving up the baby. I never wanted to give up my baby because I really couldn't afford on my own to be as a single mother and even if I went back to him I couldn't ensure he would never send me away again. I didn't want a broken family I didn't want to take pain to the baby so I "killed" it. If I had another chance I would never do that. A life is precious, I should have tried harder to believe him one more time before I ended the baby's life. After the abortion when I realized I still loved my Leo and sent him an email about how I felt about our relationship and how much I love him, how much I want to fix our problem so we can move forward. He turned me down. He said I was no longer the girl he loved. He said it was his anger made him losing control. He said something but he never meant but I actually did the abortion. He can never forgive me on that ad when the day I killed our baby it's the end. We were finished.
I'm writing this for sharing my story ad also hope my experience can offer something to te girls who are right now dealing with Leo men especially the girls are involved with Leo men's kids. Remember, if you truly love your Leo please dnt give up on his kids easily because Leo has strong love towards his kids and as soon as you lost the kids you lost your man as well. I didn't know about this when I did it, now leaving only r