Posted by LilliLou
You poor thing, sounds like a truly horrible experience.
Of course, what's done is done. But it does sound that regardless of this man's sign he has been a right jerk. A massive manipulator, and sounds terrible.
And you are right in thinking that it the relationship wasn't a very stable environment for a child to be brought into. TBH the 'relationship' doesn't sound like a very good environment for you either.
Please try not to be so hard on yourself. Thank you for sharing, hugs, and I hope you feel better soon.