She got into a relo with this other girl last week. Told her if we could talk and she agreed. We had lunch together. Spoke about us and her new relo. Told me she was terrified. I asked her if she thought I could have ever made her happy had we ever went down that road and she said yes that she felt we could have been amazing for each other and she was so tempted and wanted so badly to have me the way she wants me but she's never cheated and wasn't about to start now.
Kept looking deeply into my eyes, smiling and mentioned twice how sexy she thought I was. Then she said one thing was that I had high expectations when it came to sex and that made her feel insecure like she wouldn't have been able to perform to my standard and I looked her in the eye and said that wasn't true and if there ever was something "I'd hold your hand through it" and she stepped back and like looked away from me and was like "wow we need to go now" I asked why she said that what i said about holding her hand through it was really sexy and it really turned her on and didn't want to get carried away.
We walk out of the place heading back to work and its raining and she's wearing heels so holds my hand to try and not slip, I changed the way we were holding hands so our fingere were proper interwined and we were holding hands sooooooo tightlt like as if that was the last time we were ever going to speak. Also forgot at lunch she asked if we could be friends I agreed but said I needed space and time to get over my feelings in order to not want more and just be friends.
So we get to the front of her work and we hug SUPER tight and for ages. In the 2-3 months I've known her its been the longest and tightest hug. Then we walked away.
That was last Wed. We haven't spoken at all. I text her last night about 6 being casual asking how she was and that we should catch up for drinks dinner or lunch. She responds this morning at 830 saying "lunch today 12pm" the another one straight after "I have so many ways I want to reply to your message but I'm tired and I just wanted to respect the space you asked for".
I responded back with "Damn. No hello? No hey how you going? Just BAM! Straight into it" and "Just reply however it was that you wanted to" and so far no reply back..
What the hell did she mean in her text?!
