Some of you may already know, after our wonderful Baltimore trip, I decided to distance my self. Im falling more in Love each time we are together..
So We don't chat that much. But 3 days after Baltimore she messaged me on facebook (our main communication platform).
She said... "Hey I don't know if you have been trying to reach me. But my phone broke a couple of days ago, but I'm getting a new one tomorrow"...
I found this VERY odd, considering we NEVER text anymore. EVER. Or talk on the phone. If we chat, it's relatively rare. And only on fb messenger.
I was kind, Yet distant in my response. A Simple "cool, thanks for the heads up."
Than she replied with "Hope your performance goes well!"... (I had preformed at a music festival this passed weekend).
Than we chatted the day of the festival. And the day after a little. (sat and sunday).. She messages me... "I lost all of our pictures from Baltimore, Pleaseeee can you send them to me so I can keep them close to my corazon??"
I jsut e-mail them to her... She texts me again "Aww bringing back such good memories".
And than I kinda disappear again for a few days.
I had to contact her today about the music video. I decided to postpone the shoot. So I was messaging her and everyone involved.
She was sweet, and asked me if I was okay, because she knew I was excited about it. (this part I never read in to. She just has a good heart. I know that.. I find it so sweet and endearing.. sign)
But we continued to chat. TODAY..She told me about how she was getting a tattoo.. and we started chatting, making random inside jokes about some random shit. I sent her a picture I found of us from march. From this photog im fb friends with.
MARCH was when we reconnected after not talking for 10 months. The picture was from that night.
I just go "Here, stumbled upon this, you can add it to your collection". The picture was on a facebook group that im in, someone tagged me...she, however wasn't tagged...
Her response... "Yesssss I actually found that a few days ago! Wayyyy ahead of ya! hella cute.." And than she made a joke about how we both looked like we just got done with a 4 day heroin binge. LOOOL
And now I''m thinking... hmmm you "found" this pic a few days ago?... She would have had to dig REALLLLY deep to find it... archives deep.
Im trying not to over think.. But I can't help but think that our trip to Baltimore created some sort of shift... Change. I don't know what this change means yet. But I definitely feel it..