no its my way of telling her I'm not doing the fence thing anymore. I've done my work the last 3 months rekindling but I can't keep doing the back and forth.
So yeah maybe it hurt and she responded, and its how she truly feels or its making her think if she wants us to completely sever.
I did not abandon her by choice. she was the most important person in my life for me. leaving her hurt me more than anything.