Happy Birthday Hello Saggy!!!!!

@Mariah18

Ok... had a fun time with Aqua tonight very open and different from Cap... hit up a sex store on way from dinner. maybe it was the martinis but she was pretty open about sex. she brought a vibrator... but made it clear she would send me a video of her using it. its fine. had a good time.

back to my birthday night.

I pick Cap up. she's deck out and looking good in a sweater dress and thigh high suede boots for the party at the club. We do a birthday dinner alone. laugh joke kiss some touching. its going great. had pretty nice expectations.

we get to the club, a bunch of her modeling girlfriends are there. no dudes. Her cousin owns the club so we have bottles comped and a section in VIPs. (she promised him eye candy for men in club) so we are doing shots and drinking. guys are coming up trying to talk to girls and trying to get me to give them an introduction. not your wing man brah

so anyway her Scorp girlfriend shows up with her boyfriend and they start immediately taking advantage of alcohol. I'm like yo take it easy which one of yall driving. She said oh we took an uber from his place and was complaining about how expensive it was., but she wanted to party with me for my birthday. didn't think nothing of it.

Me and Cap having a good time. good dancing kissing. I'm sobering up, she's partying with me and taking shots with scorp gf and hitting the hookah. getting ready for last call. scorp girl comes up and goes "hey you mind dropping me and my bf off at his place before you and cap go and bang the rest of the night." I ask where he lives. its like about 10 min from my house so I said cool.

Cap came and scorp said. hey he said he'd drop us off before ya'll have sex tonight.

cap shoots back. we aren't planning on having sex tonight. so scorp looks at me and says why aren't you fking her tonight. I shrug and said its the first I heard of it.

then cap tells her, we haven't had sex yet. scorp went off on her in VIP. omg you are such a prude. how you all over him and talk about him last two months and not f him on his birthday.

I go back to the hookah, thanking the fact that its coming from her Gf and not her.

fast forward the four of us are in the car and cap is being all affectionate rubbing my arm, kissing me and all this. so i'm thinking im going to get some tonight finally.

drop the scorp and her boyfriend off. scorp is smoking cigarette outside my car and tells cap to join her. I crack the window slightly lol

cap tells scorp she doesn't want to escalate our friendship and hurt my feelings because she's not sure what she wants to be in state much longer much less start a relationship

scorp tells her its just sex and she aint had none in 6 months and it might get her head together. she told her "i just have to be sure, its only been about 2 months and it hasn't been on her mind."

scorp tells her. "If you don't f him someone else will and you will be hurt that he's gone...and it would be her fault because she is shocked I've stayed around this long without it, because she wouldn't"

they hug and she gets back in car. I can tell she's thinking so I just cut the silence and say look I'll just take you home no worries.

Cap turns and says you know I like you a lot right. We kiss and dance together, you've met all my friends and my sister, I just need to be sure before I get deeply involved with someone.

I laugh and say I like you and would like to have sex with you, I haven't acted or treated you different over the last 2 months, but its frustrating.

then cap says "PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE" lmfao....it brought me back to you dxp people.

I had a mini internal melt down and regained my composure...and said believe me I have been patient. I don't talk to someone for 2 months like this.

she goes. 2 months isn't a long time. you know me I like to plan everything. I'm working two jobs trying to figure things out. I really like you. I'm just not sure if i'm staying here much less trying to waste your time in a relationship

so... yeah I drop her off she kisses me for a good 30 seconds and asked me to come up to her job tonight, wished me happy birthday again and said bye.

yeah back burner on this one... I'm glad her girlfriend said something to start it because I've been holding my tongue.