Why is this scorpio so afraid of love?

female
Not asking advice, just need to vent bc I'm on a rollercoaster right now.
And I know I shouldn't, I did everything I could. But at THIS moment I feel guilty. I defended myself when he falsely accused, I didn't leave immediatly bc I couldnt,... And now he says I always start drama and that he needs time to think.
Is defending yourself considered drama for a scorpio? I didn't act up or anything, I just defended myself. I was never nasty or mean, I was mostly hurt and confused. But drama? ?
Sorry. Just all over the place now. I know it' s not me, but NOW I just wished I left his house and wandered the streets, or that I just let him think his thoughts without defending myself.

It will be over tomorrow. But now, these questions are clouding my head.

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female
Not asking advies, just need to vent bc I'm on a rollercoaster right now.
And I know I shouldnt, I did everything I could. But at THIS moment I feel guilty. I defended myself when he falsely accused, I didnt leave immediatly bc I couldnt,... And now he says I always start drama and that he needs time to think.
Is defending yourself considered drama for a scorpio? I didnt act up or anything, I just defended myself. I was never nasty or mean, I was mostly hurt and confused. But drama? ?
Sorry. Just all over the place now. I know it s not me, but NOW I just wished I left his house and wandered the streets, or that I kist met him think his thoughts without defending myself.

It will be over tomorrow. But now, these questions are clouding my head.
female
Not asking advies, just need to vent bc I'm on a rollercoaster right now.
And I know I shouldnt, I did everything I could. But at THIS moment I feel guilty. I defended myself when he falsely accused, I didnt leave immediatly bc I couldnt,... And now he says I always start drama and that he needs time to think.
Is defending yourself considered drama for a scorpio? I didnt act up or anything, I just defended myself. I was never nasty or mean, I was mostly hurt and confused. But drama? ?
Sorry. Just all over the place now. I know it s not me, but NOW I just wished I left his house and wandered the streets, or that I just let him think his thoughts without defending myself.

It will be over tomorrow. But now, these questions are clouding my head.

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