Posted by Ravishing
The most disappointing thing about all of this is I'll never be able to drink again. I know that sounds so bad but hello? I'm a Gemini. We love to party and get smashed. I'm like an animal, I can't contain myself with substances or alcohol for some reason. I went through a really long battle in my teens with substance abuse, took me so long to fight it off and now I have the same problem with alcohol. Super, super disappointing.
Apart of me is still in denial though, I can't lie. Like I'll go to rehab and do what I need to do but God I will try having drinks like rarely during occasions and like birthdays anyway. Like seriously, I am not giving that up so easily.
Also, I regret drunkenly admitting this on DXP, but now I have no choice but to address it.