Female scorpios' opinion is realy realy NEEDED!

A year ago I discovered that my personality matches cancer zodiac sign. Ever since, I got literally addicted to horoscopes because they were so true about most of the things. I analyzed friends around me it turned out that they are Fish, Taurus, Scorpios, basically those sings which astrology described as my most compatible. So I started using astrology a guide which is really helpful. I read about all of the signs and now I can detect scorpio, tauru, fish in a second! Everybody wants a long term relationship so I would pick a scorpio for a long term relationship. I LOVE fish but in my country conditions are tougher than other countries so with fish I guess all burden would come on me. I have read tons of articles about scorps and cancers they say that both partners should be mature so that it would work well I agree with that statement and work on my personality every single day. I detected so many scorpio girls in my university and for the sake of experiment I started flirting with one of them. Well, at the beginning it was experiment but it is not now??_we are so attracted to each other. I remember giving her a present on 8th march she was so happy. .. she makes even the slightest my effort appreciated which makes me do for her more and more. For a life partner I want to have a mature scorpio lady that was my conclusion but when I read many forums scorpios constantly state that cancer and fish are weak for them bla bla bla??_well I do not like it..then I thinlk maybe Taurus is good for cancer male. Yes it is but it is not deep love as it is with scorpio. I can get along with aries girls (donno what they find in me) or geimis (we both love humor) . But still none of them are as deep as scorps. So , why why— Scorpios state those things— Yes, cancer may not be as confident and sunny as leo but that's the way they are who love appreciates the complex beauty of scorpio lady. AGAIN why why— Scorpios state those things—
Those statement make me to think that maybe I should go for Taurus which is not that deep but stable instead of commiting with a scorpio girl and one day she states me in the face that she made a mistake.

Hi nihilist and canascend

This realtionshit is satisfying but too emotional. I get EXAUSTED emotionally...
i mean, way too much emotions are involved. Then we both need our space after a while
again we are thirsty for each other then again we get EXAUSTED emotionally...on and on
So what do you say to this side of it? or after some period will it be stable?

sorry for misprinting i wanted to say "this relationship is ..."