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    Joined dxpnet on March 11, 2018.
    I completely get what you’re saying here. That was kinda the angle I was looking for, how he functions. I am huge with free will.

    I don’t need to voice to him that I’ve been hurt far too many times. We haven’t spoken since that conversation and I’m not seeking out an apology. No matter where either of us fall in the zodiac, we are both grown people, and I’m sure he knows how bad this was, which is why he’s remained silent. And I’m not begging for an apology. Free will is exactly what will make him reach out. And in all reality, I’m not sitting around waiting for it. I just wanted to know if he’s capable of feeling bad.

    There is mutual fault here. I have no problem owning my part in this. I’m no angel. That being said, the insults have never attacked me on the level of how I look. That’s where this went. This was truly a first and last time. I won’t subject myself to it beyond that. If I were to post about all of the ups and downs of our relationship, you would see I own up to plenty of my mistakes. I intend on learning from my own.

    I think your explanation of him being more airy and me more emotional is exactly on and partially the angle I was looking for. Almost a definition or understanding. And your remarks about our fights being battles of wills and clashes of perspectives is beyond objective.

    I just wanted to know if his placement of his signs makes him capable of at least feeling bad, even if I don’t hear an apology, I don’t expect to hear one, and I won’t chase for one. I think I just want to know is he capable of feeling the pain on some level that he’s left me here holding.

    I’m going to be ok with time. I know it’s toxic and not for me. My use of the word narcissist could be a word used out of being hurt or upset, but based on how the last several months have been, I think it’s a possibility. I know the woman before me also used this word to describe him. What can I say, he’s one hell of a lover, she contacted me out of jealousy or rage a long time ago and this was a word used about him. Knowing from seeing plenty of other people with narcissistic tendencies, I know they never feel they are to be blamed and I don’t think they hurt. Which led me to this post.