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  • and for it to end so suddenly scared him ALOT. He didn’t understand why we didn’t stop the arguement before it ended and basically told me had I said different words to de escalate things we would have never gotten to the end part and he’s afraid of jumping back in and us getting to that place again.. I’m trying so hard to just show him that I learned from this and that I wouldn’t make this mistake again but also trying to help him see that love is a risk and it’s emotional and things can’t be controlled that way. It’s so hard and then he asked me to give him time to decide if he wants to take the risk and that just pissed me off because I am a freakin good woman!! Why do you need time to decide to be with me?? So I told him this upset me but whatever and was heading out to leave and he stopped me and kissed me and told me he loves me and that he would make sure everything works out for everyone and went back inside and I went home.. so I just feel stupid lol I have no idea wtf to do at this point and I’m sick of trying to convince him to be with me. I have no idea If the I love you and kiss meant that we are good now? Wtf.. I’m gonna see him tomorrow morning so idk. Uhg.