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    Lovingly Confused, Libra/Scorp Cusp Sun, Merc, Mars, Cancer Moon, Sag Venus
    from CT
    Joined dxpnet on July 09, 2015.
    Oh sweetheart, I can't even imagine what you are feeling. I lived with a fear for a long time that my mom would go out of remission and I would be living 15 hours away like I am now. Loving someone who is going through cancer ages you and makes you very aware of mortality, but you don't have to be alone in your thoughts. I would say definitely get a journal and if you can afford it a grief counselor now before anything even happens. Define one friend that you can call to tell anything even if you just have to scream on the phone for five minutes because sometimes you're going to feel like doing that because you have no control. Also don't feel guilty about going back to school your mom would not want you to stop your life, but I also understand the fear and the anxiety of missing out on her last days. Do what you think is best for you in the long run. Also, I don't know the situation between you and your dad, but you will need each other and if you decide you don't need him the really cool thing about being an adult is you get to pick your support system don't be afraid to tell people you need them.