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  • A few things:
    1. Many describe Aquarius moon as being detached and humanitarian, but I am what I think / feel and a lot of times when I think I'm being intellectual I'm just rambling on and on about how I feel. In fact, the kind of people that I'm repelled by tend to be people who ask me a lot of "whys" from a logical standpoint and try to tear down what they see as logical inconsistencies. I also don't see a broader, humanitarian spirit in me at all. I don't think I have a very good sense of public / global consciousness at all, and I'm much more attached to people than I am to humanity. When I help someone, it's 1. To make me feel better and reflect my own nature. 2. To not feel guilty by doing the right thing. I think I have a lot more sympathy than "empathy". I also don't think I have a lot of tolerance for very weird / unconventional people and things, unless they're unusual in a sense that I can relate to in my own values.

    2. Something I've noticed is that pretty much all mid-to-late degree Aries, Taureans, Geminis, Cancers, and early degree Leos born in 1996 have Venus in Gemini. Venus stayed for an usually long time in Gemini in 1996, according to Cafe Astrology I'd have to be born a Leo or Virgo in 1996 to have Venus in Cancer. I was born prematurely, had I been born on the scheduled date I'd likely be an early 2nd decan Virgo. It sucks to have Venus in Gemini because it adds an element of instability to Taurus or Cancer Sun. And I admit a few years ago when I was 18-19 I did go through a very flirty and unsettled phase. I've had a late start with relationships so I didn't really know what I wanted, I chatted to lots of women online and went out with some IRL. I was battling with depression and insecurities, unhappiness in a foreign country / with life in general, and the thirst for novelty which led me to idealize foreign women and countries I had absolutely no idea about / was in no realistic position to visit. To this day, I feel guilty for the way I behaved towards my exes, due to how indecisive and unsettled I was. The guilt remains, but my need for security and being looked after is growing stronger. I still bear scars. I am afraid my Venus and Mars in Gemini will return to wreak havoc in the future.

    3. I also don't identify much with Sagittarius rising. Maybe it's because chart rulers in Capricorn? I mean, the first impression I give people isn't exactly a very shy or reserved one. However, it's anything but headstrong and adventurous.

    4. I tend to have a worrying and obsessive personality. Emotionally I'm easily swayed to the point where someone's getting emotional with me, I put down everything I was planning to do and I dive into the other person's emotions and try to comfort them. I'm not good at getting stuff done, if it's someone I at least somewhat care about and they're upset, I feel like I can't be at peace until whatever lies between them and I is resolved. I've gotten tougher, I used to cry a lot when I was a kid and a teenager even if someone said a few harsh words at me, now I try to be a bit more stoic at times, but deep down it still hurts. I think I can be a bit too forgiving, which has led me to be easily deceived by sob stories, costing me time and money. I'm still learning how to be more assertive.

    5. What do you think my marriage will be like? What kind of person will I be compatible with, and how will I likely behave? Will I have a lasting and enduring marriage for the rest of my life? (it would be nice if you could give the placements for someone who could be ideal for me)

    6. What else do you think stands out in my chart, and how do you think they'll impact my life? (I know many will mention Saturn in 4th, and without telling too much yet, I do come from a rough background with divorce and emotional abuse / role reversal in family dynamics)

    7. What aspects stand out?

    OK, here's my chart:
    Born on July 3rd, 1996 in Chongqing, China. (Chinese-Canadian, Vancouver)

    Time of Birth-6:10 PM

    Sun-11.45 degrees Cancer (VII)
    Moon-13.55 degrees Aquarius (II)
    Mercury-2.18 degrees Cancer (VII)
    Venus-11.48 degrees Gemini (VI)
    Mars-14.42 degrees Gemini (VI)
    Jupiter-12.54 degrees Capricorn (I) R
    Saturn-7.12 degrees Aries (IV)
    Uranus-3.05 degrees Aquarius (II) R
    Neptune-26.46 degrees Capricorn (II) R
    Pluto-0.42 degrees Sagittarius (XII) R

    ASC: 18.03 degrees Sagittarius
    DSC: 18.03 degrees Gemini
    2nd House: 20.22 degrees Capricorn
    3rd House: 26.05 degrees Aquarius
    4th House: 0.52 degrees Aries
    5th House: 0.40 degrees Taurus
    6th House: 25.34 degrees Taurus
    8th House: 20.22 degrees Cancer
    9th House: 26.05 degrees Leo
    10th House (Midheaven): 0.52 degrees Libra
    11th House: 0.40 degrees Scorpio
    12th House: 25.34 degrees Scorpio

    Lilith: 1.05 degrees Leo (VIII)
    North Node: 12.43 degrees Libra (Midheaven) (R)
    South Node: 12.43 degrees Aries

    Chiron-9.50 degrees Libra (Midheaven)
    Ceres-3.47 degrees Sagittarius (R) (12th house)
    Pallas-21.47 degrees Libra (10th house)
    Juno-12.33 degrees Aries (4th house)
    Vesta-17.33 degrees Scorpio (11th house)
    Fortune-20.07 degrees Cancer (7th house)
    Vertex-5.31 degrees Leo (8th house)