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    Blessed be the fruit
    Joined dxpnet on November 05, 2015.
    What do you believe is your life's purpose at this point in time?
    - I’m not sure yet... still trying to figure it out. It's kind of frustrating and annoying having to feel like I need to be having some kind of life purpose by a certain age or it's just looked down upon. I don't need or want that kind of stress in my life. But I think I should always be striving to be thankful for what I have and never dwell in the “what could haves.” I also used to really want like 4 kids but I’m not sure anymore you know? I figure they’ll be able to raise themselves somewhere down the line 🤷‍♀️ I also need to travel the world for sure. Idk why but foreign places always feel like home to me. Checks out with my heavy 9th house and Jupiter influence.

    Are you currently pursuing it? What do you think is holding you back?
    - Idk. I feel like I'm floating slowly towards my goals and being fueled by gentle tides. I know nothing happens overnight but I don't enjoy being patient. Reaching goals and dreams usually takes years of hard work. I think I need better time management. I hate that I like sleep and relaxing a lot. Now that I’m newly married my husband and domestic stuff have also taken a significant chunk of my time. At this point I’m just trying to make sure I don’t lose myself in the partnership and always maintain my sense of individuality and independence. That’s always easier said than done.

    Do you think that by reaching that point, that you will find happiness in however way you wanted to define it?
    - I actually have this idea in my head that immense happiness for me would be having a beach house doing yoga and eating local fresh produce. Then go on spiritual/meditative outings during my free time. I am essentially Frankie but 50 years younger. I will get there and will be happy dammit.

    Is there any advice did you would like to give a 10 year younger version of yourself?
    - Yessssss. Start loving and breathing the sciences early! I didn’t start appreciating the sciences until after graduating uni. Now it kind of feels too complicated to go back to school just to incur more debt chasing a dream in the medical field. Now I have to kill that dream 😒