Girl listen to him and be patient. He didn't end things. He said he has to get his ducks in a row first! Not a bad thing at all. You should feel grateful you have a man who wants to work that hard to provide for you. Those are hard to find, showing love by doing for you. Give it time and get your ducks in a row at the same time. Take this time to work on yourself and become who you picture yourself being as a wife or partner. I know you must miss him but try not to jump to conclusions and know whatever happens is for the best.