Well...it’s a first year of me questioning if I should send Happy Birthday to a Scorpio after a whole decade of doing so in past...
I sent him honest and unkind departure letter last year and I haven’t looked back until beginning of November when I started having dreams about him. Subconsciously of course. Never bothersome. Just quiet and meaningless but dreams nevertheless...
I do feel bad now for that letter I sent. I couldn’t even post it here due to being kind of conflicting with myself for doing so...
However I AM grateful to him for being the reason my life had changed for better and I want to burry the hatchet and apologize by telling him I hope he is doing well and wishing him winning the war agains his demons...
I can’t stop thinking about it. I don’t want to stir the shit though and make him think I am crawling back. Because I am not. I am pretty sure at this point that even if he replied I wouldn’t even blink.
Just wondering if he would be happy, mad,sad or wish I hadn’t done it. 🤷♀️