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    Joined dxpnet on March 09, 2017.
    Posted by Moloko_vellocet
    Posted by Gem03
    When I chose to let go I sent him this on Sunday night:

    "I thought about everything. More than my feelings for you, I truly appreciate you. You’ve been there for me when I needed you and without judgment.

    I want you to be happy, be safe and 100% sure when/if you enter a relationship (be it me or anyone else). Issue is I fell for you, hard. Your heart isn’t into it and you have a major fear of commitment. While I want someone who is 100% all in with me. I will only enter a relationship if we are both all in. If not then its a useless title. You are not in a mindset where you can give me that and that is okay. That is valid.

    My intent was never to force something. I didn’t pick up on how emotionally taxing it was for you.

    Right now you and I want different things for ourselves. I remember how you brought up that you were worried i might hate you if things don’t work out. I am not upset or angry with you and I could never hate you. I want nothing more than for you to be happy. Honesty and communication go a long way with me. I’d like to think you’ve been honest with me and thats what I respect the most.

    I just want you to know. If we find our way back to each other later on (10 weeks, a month or couple months)…in a relationship with each other or just as platonic friends, thats okay too. Im leaving the door open. There are exactly 3 people in my life I was able to open up to, you’re 1 of them. So, I’m hoping we do. For now I think both of us could use space from each other. Let me know what you think."


    It’s like you think he read all that mushy shit.
    He showed up because he wanted sex.
    You risked covid for cuddles.
    Sorry don’t think he’s really trying. You’re making it more than it is to validate your idealism
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    No....we never did anything sexual. He knows Id only have sex in a relationship. But he has spent the night at my place, I spent the night at his and nothing happened. We were seeing each other every week after we started talking in January. Also Im vaccinated so meh.