Posted by corny-capri Posted by nikkistar
Desperation is such a turn off, for most people.
I know, I feel pathetic for being so desperate but I just wanted to try and know that I gave my all so I don't regret not doing anything when maybe it could've led to a change.
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Pathetic is probably not the word I would use. You are coming off as obsessive and lacking impulse control. What you are doing is neurotic. It seemingly stems from insecurity, and a heighten fear of abandonment.
Quite honestly, you need to work heavily on yourself. You are ignoring all of the boundaries she wants, under a thinly veiled disguised of trying to not hurt her. Her feelings really have no bearing on any of your actions. Your actions are solely for your benefit, and yours alone.