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    Joined dxpnet on June 17, 2020.
    Posted by ImperfectStorm
    I feel like one of my most self-sabotaging characteristics has been that I will miss out on potential new opportunities because I tend to cling to what I know. Around that same time when I was 29-30, I met an Aries sun, cancer moon and Pisces Venus. Our attraction was extremely strong, I liked him sooo much. But I was already involved with the Capricorn at that time, even though cap ex still wasn’t calling me his girlfriend yet. But I still stayed loyal to him and blocked out the Aries even though I felt such a strong pull toward him. I basically turned away a lot of good men with potential for someone who was not committing to me and I find that I still do this.. I put all my eggs in one basket before they have a chance to reciprocate and I’m learning that’s one of my biggest downfalls. Lol

    My mom died in 2009 though, a few months before my 29th birthday so I think that was around the time of my Saturn return too.


    thats something i think a lot of women go through, myself included. we want someone to love us as we love them. and try to make them. but we can't. love is freely given. took me until i was 36 years old to find the right one. and i kissed a lot of toads before that point. so i get it.

    how are you dealing with the loss of your mom? mine died last april and it still feels very fresh. i hope it doesn't feel like this forever.