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    Sun Gem, Moon Scorpio, Venus in Cancer, Capricorn Rising
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    Joined dxpnet on January 09, 2014.
    Posted by alexscaries
    Posted by bmoon8
    Posted by alexscaries
    This thread is two years old, but it turned out when we swapped numbers she was in the process of breaking up with a boyfriend. He was a real nasty man made her homeless for a night for saying he looked like Zach Galafanakis - funny, but sadly true.

    He actually went through her phone and deleted my messages I sent her and went ballistic. Then kicked her out again for who knows what. The joys of dating AS.

    She had to find a new place and went off the radar for a few months. We swapped numbers again 3 months later. Boyfriend came into my work, not knowing who I was. Ranting saying he wanted her out his life and we were just calm and talking to each other.

    I went out with her after being away for a week. It was up and down and really passionate. I thought I went out with her for two and a bit years. I worked it out and it was sadly only 1 year 10 months. We broke up because her alcoholism was too much for me. I learnt she died recently. I hadn't seen for about 4 months. It really cuts me to ribbons. 😿


    Wow, she died recently? From alcoholism?I don't know why I want her though. I know it is NOT because I don't want anybody else to have her. I think I just want to get to know her.
    If you find yourself in this predicament again, you should write down a pros and cons list or at least mentally take note on this type of list.


    Not really a pros and cons list guy. I used to make notes of things to do, household tasks etc. Now I just do it.

    Died earlier this month. Almost certainly alcohol related. Hindsight is a wonderful thing. After having got to know her, I wanted to be with her and spend time with her because we shared a deep understanding and had a similar upbringing. I think even though there was misunderstanding and miscommunication we just got each other. We traveled a long way in a car and it was a 5 hour and we said it felt like 10 minutes. Or the time we watched a film and we just talked all the way through it and it didn't matter. When she was sober spending time together was effortless it didn't matter what we did even if it was what most people would perceive as boring like going for a walk or staying in and watching TV it felt exciting.
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    I know this exact feeling, those memories are what you can hold onto and cherish. Love