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  • Oh know, what's happened...we had a disgreement and sorted it out but suddenly I'm questioning being with him. This whole Venus retrograde thing is hitting me hard. I'm so confused. We've stopped planning on going abroad in 6 months. I know I still want to go. We're just working on the here and now. We both talked everything over and we both are wondering whether we disagree on too many things. I'm kind of feeling like this is the beginning of the end. Like I want to enjoy what we have while it lasts and that we are really learning a lot for each other but I just don't see a future with him and I can't seem to get away from that. Last night I dreamt I was pregnant. I've had this dream before and this was when my boyfriend said he wanted to come away with me when I leave to go try living abroad. I dreamt this dream after contemplating going alone. I woke up and in the dream I was so happy I was pregnant, ecstatic. I interpret that as meaning I'd rather go abroad alone. I don't know whether to just see how it goes but honestly part of me is holding on and it's driving me nuts, sos