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    female from Los Angeles
    Joined dxpnet on June 07, 2010.
    Hi guys!!! so you probably read my replies about how cancer boys always melt my heart and how they always do sweet things to make me feel special ( I am specifically talking about my bf smile) Skylark and Leo1970 kind of know what I am talking about. However, we all agreed that these boys are so insecure.... My bf always asks if I am seeing someone else, if i dont love him anymore, why i dont call him as often as before,if i will stop loving him if he gets fat.. etc....Anyways, I have always trust mine, cause he is so sweet always talks to his family and friends about me like i am his princess, but this week once I was using his computer a IM message popped out... from some chick telling him she misses him and she wants to talk to him ( I trsut him so much that I thought it must be an old gf trying to get back with him) .. but i was a little curious and started reading their past conversation... and I found a chat conversation between him and her .. a month ago... he was telling her was sexy she was and they even had a web cam chat... so I just imagine for pervert intentions... idk!!!!!! I felt sooo heartbroken, he didnt cheat on me but it feels like close to cheating... it seems it was only a one day thing ... something boys do when they are bored... but it was very sad to realize he does this behind my back.
    I confronted him, he apologized and his excuse was that he thought I was interested in someone else (a month ago i was very stressed bcs of work) and that I wasnt paying enough attention to him and he needed to feel spcial... stupid excuse!!!!! His insecurity made him do this!!! i have never laid eyes on any other men.. bcs he is just sooo handsome... anyways heartbroken as I was.. i told him I needed time to think about this... i understood this is not technically cheating but it will be hard to trust in him again. that night i was leaving on a business trip, so i left to the airport without even calling him, i just wanted to go away... as I was done with security check and ready to wait to board.. I see him waiting there for me!!! That crazy boy bought a ticket to make sure he sees me before I leave... My heart just melted.. he looked so miserable... i didnt feel angry so i went and hugged him, he asked me to forgive him... that he made a mistake .. that he thinks another guys are trying to take me away from him and that I might leave him for another guys and that he just wanted to feel special... so i kind of forgave him...nobody ever did som