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    Sun Sign: Passionate Pisces
    female from New York
    Joined dxpnet on May 04, 2006.
    A few days later, I sent a really heart felt letter apologizing for what i said, and explaining how I have been feeling lately. When I finally spoke to him after he'd read my email (he didn't immediately take my calls because he said he wasn't sure he would be articulate enough to express how he was feeling), he said he thought it would be better if we met up for dinner to talk. From the moment he walked into the restaurant, it seemed pretty clear that he was there only to break up (and like he was on a mission and that he had to talk himself up to doing it). He didn't even want to sit down, and said "I love you, but I can't do this anymore" with a cold angry look in his eyes. After we spoke some more, he said that this relationship and reoccurring fights have really affected him so he's not the same person as he was in the beginning of the relationship. I stooped so low as to even beg him to give me another chance but he refused. After I got home I sent him a few more texts saying "I loved him with all my being" and asking "how he could be so heartless if he really loved me" (no response).

    I'm really at a loss. If he really cared about me, how could he just end things, especially when he knows everything I have been going through this last year?

    Or is it that he no longer loves me at all? We sold our car that day so no longer had that tie. My sister seems to think the fight was just an excuse to break things off. Could it have been that he wasn't ready for how serious things were getting between us, like talking about getting another car or moving in together (even though he was the first to suggest meeting each other's families). Or is it that after the honeymoon phase, he realized he really would rather date other musicians/artists like himself in his circle of friends (his last few gfs were musicians/artists).

    So confused..a few months ago, he told me he loves me more than he's loved anyone else..last Sat, he said he's done more for me than most people in his life (likewise me for him). How can he just give up on me and on us if he really feels that way?

    He's since blocked me from seeing when he's online on fb and has not contacted me since we last saw one another last Wed. Is there any hope of him, after more time and reflection, giving me another chance? If so, what if anything should I do (or not do) do get him back? Most of the advice I've been given is not to contact him so that he'll miss me, but after every argument in the past, it has always been me who's reached out to him (because even though I knew he wanted to, he wouldn't do it and would just live in regret the rest of his life, like with his past relationships). Please help me to understand..