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    Ascendant Leo *Aries Moon *Leo Venus *Virgo Mars *Moon in 8th House *Venus in 1
    female
    Joined dxpnet on September 29, 2014.
    Why is it ok for Scorpios to test you and push you to unimaginable limits for them to know you truly love them? He told me he could do anything he wanted to me and I would never leave him. I left, how can I stay with someone who feels like if he chose to not love me in the capacity of how I love him, I will stay? He said he called me a bitch, weak, and told me if I fail at being obedient to him he will leave me and never talk to me again in addition to the above mentioned statement because he thought that would motivate me to do what it takes to keep him in my life. Smh WOW! He told me because I left means I dont love him and never loved him. Not only do I have to deal with the fact I had to let go of someone I love and in love with, but now I have to deal with they may never had loved or been in love with me. He only apologized for how what he said hurt me, but said he meant everything he said to me. He continues to put all the blame on me and takes no accountability for the demise of our relationship. He keeps speaking about his hurt but doesnt acknowledge my pain. I tried to put my pain to the side and comfort him, although he knows I just had a loss in my life of a father figure. Im trying to juggle all of this, but again its all about him and its all my fault. This pain I feel is indescribable. I mask it, and love my son harder until I find the strength to love myself and truly except that I made the right decision in leaving. 3 1/2 years riding the fastest, largest, thrilling roller coaster I have ever been on in my life. Now Im of, and my head is spinning and Im dizzy, vision is blurred and I dont know which direction Im headed.