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    Joined dxpnet on August 17, 2016.
    As a Venus in Scorpio girl, I fell in love with this girl, who has Venus in Leo. I was totally obsessed with her. We were nice to each other, and one day she confessed to me. I wasn't expecting it at all. I froze, kept suprised and silent and she ran away. When I came home that day, from school, I was scared but happy at the same time. Is it normal for a Venus in Scorpio to be afraid of beginning a love relationsip with someone (specially when it's the first)? Because, when she confessed, the first thing that came to my mind was the "if I liked her enough". I started doubting my own feelings for her at that moment. I guess it was because of the fact that untill that moment, I thought that kind of situation wouldn't happend, so it was just me dealing with just my own feelings towards someone secretly (I never plan taking the risk to confess my feelings; it has always been like thatLaughing)
    After her confession, we had a class. During that class I saw her coming to me. I remember I was scared and nervous. She came and told me she was going through an stomach operation next week, or something. I stared at her belly for a long time (trying to avoid eye contact, probably, I'm not sure) and raised my hand just a bit (I wanted to pet her belly), but then I immediatly stopped myself. I was afraid she would think it was stupid or if some of our classmates would see it (it would be embarassing).
    After the class my dad and I drove her home. I remember, in the middle of the ride, changing the song of the CD that was playing in the car. I changed it to a song related to love and stuff... It was called L.O.V.E. by Jessie J, by the way. In a subtle, safe and indirect way I was trying to express myself a bit (she probably didn't realize it, and that's ok!)
    The time passed, the girl missed school due to the operation, and I didn't give her a direct answer, I kind of wanted her to confirm what she had said. She probably interpreted my silence as a "no", and started to get close to another girl little by little. I started feeling jealous towards the two of them. They were physically close. The all class even started shipping them. Everyone was expecting them to end up together. Nobody knew or suspected about my feeling, so I didn't have that kind of peer support, so I kind of envied that.
    Is it normal to a Venus in Scorpio to act and feel like this: getting scared of being too close to the person you like and still needing more confirmation?