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    Posted by Skooterz
    I am a Libra (Oct 2nd) and my Cancer Ex (July 7th), broke up with me yesterday, in a way that was...really...dramatic I guess I would say to describe it. Here's the story:
    When we met it was a instant connection. I never felt such a strong connection, attraction (in his own way), understanding between another person like when I met him/started talking to him. He was really insecure though. His ex had cheated on him.I was so open about everything, b/c he had no reason to worry. I was his. Yet, if I left out a single detail, all of a sudden he'd accuse me of lieing or truly still trying to talk to a ex or like someone bcause they liked me. I was sooooo open about my texts, my fb messages, all of that. Cuz I wasn't doing anything. I wanted him, I wanted to prove to him. Yet, it was never good enough, he STILL made false accusation and belived em. It was really draining having to answer to all of that and prove my innocence DAILY. His mood would change constantly. He'd test me a lot. Try to catch me in a lie or something.
    Then one night, we had been drinking and we got into a argument. He was mad and...he just tried attacking my character in relationships. It hurt. So I said stuff too then I said we were done, not serious. He said he takes that stuff serious, then said I should msg my ex-ex and tell him take me back because who ever could handle me for 4 yrs should get a medal. Said a lot more too. I was so hurt. Crying even. So I msged my ex-ex. Said I always think about him and wonder why we broke up? Though I didnt mean it. I sobered up a little and tried deleting it cuz I felt bad and he saw and we literally wrestled over my phone. He finally took it and read msgs b/w me and another guy, (because he wanted me to prove we never talked or did anything) so I did. He got mad that I told the guy some stuff about his insecurities. Then he read the msg to my ex-ex. He grabbed my purse and everything and kicked me out at 4 am. Literally THREW my stuff and pushed me out. Obviously I was wrong for that, but only did it because he hurt me with what he said and I was tired of being accused. How can I prove it wasn't true...and can I gain his trust back? He knows I didnt mean it (I think). How can I get him back? He obviously cares cuz he let me back in and let me lay with him and sober up. But in the morning he kicked me out in a cold way. What do I do I can't be without him. I love him so much. He wont answer my calls or txts. What do I do?