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    Joined dxpnet on April 14, 2017.
    Posted by JohnTheBaptist100
    Posted by NemDeux
    Posted by vour
    Hey smile
    Can I share one message I write for my scorpio ex here?
    He will never read this, and I just feels like sharing it.
    Tell me if one of you have felt devastated by a breakup with scorpio, okay smile
    Thankyou!

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    How are you?
    How well have you been doing?
    Are you still having those soft voice?
    Those soothing, comforting voice of yours.

    It’s been months.
    Will change to a year in no time.
    A year of no contact at all,
    even though my head somehow could still manipulate my sense.
    It feels like everything was not that further back.
    It feels just days away, your everything.

    Your memories are fading..
    And its breaking my heart to find myself try to catch every bit of you each day.
    Trying to find one more memory,
    Not willing to miss it again.

    How I regret to deleted all your messages and voices.
    If I know this is all gonna turns out this way,
    I would’ve gone my way off to save every single precious moment.

    Your everything might will hurt me when I looked back at it,
    Smiling while watching how your smile which could still makes me want to kiss you.
    But I will take the risk.
    I just don’t know how much pain I will feel when everything left from your pressence was a single video.
    A minute video of you smiling and waving, which I repeat countlessly, condemning myself to recklessly delete the rest.
    Make myself crazy trying to find another proof of your existence.

    It’s hard to even squeeze myself to make a romantic poem about you.
    You know why?
    It’s because everything feels paradoxical.
    I am deluding myself into your comfort, every single time it hurts.

    To be able to write you dear ones, the one you once love so fondly,
    You need to admit it to yourself that it is all over.
    That all thats left is the future, the so called act of moving on.

    And sadly, this is not the case for you.

    I am afraid of admitting that you are gone.
    I am afraid to admit that our time has emptied up.
    I am afraid to even think that you might be way off better with your new woman.

    I am one brave soul,
    But for you, I have felt so many scary moments.
    One that makes me a coward. A looser.
    A piece of worthless stardust, confused to make its way back up.
    There is no will of doing so.
    There is no point on doing so.

    You can’t reach me.
    I wont let you know that your loved one is now turning into a pathetic and depressed woman.
    You said you want me to be happy, and this is not what you want.
    So I can’t make you sad with this reality, right?

    So it’s okay.
    Let me leave gracefully, dissapear and never return.
    This is my last act of loving you.
    At least this way you could think that I’m finally happy.

    And our stories will be folded,
    being one of the specks of billions pieces of beauty.

    You and I,
    We’ll be forever out there.




    i'd say for a private journal entry good. but not sending it off. the guilt trippin aint gonna fly too well.


    But "guilt tripping" is what Pisces do so well....

    The Scorp had his reasons trust me.. The OP is very clingy and obsessive.. How many posts has she created about the Scorp??? Too many...
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    this and one other post, just to make sure about my chance.
    Clingy and obsessive..
    your guesses are becoming more and more interesting haha