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    Cancer Moon in 12th house trines Neptune
    65 years old female
    Joined dxpnet on April 13, 2005.
    Posted by tiziani
    I haven't known what to say since you first started writing about it, and I still do not now. I hope you get some peace from having gotten it out into writing.
    Tiz, I always have peace. I don't stress over shit, I might get pissed at times, but, it all passes under the bridge. Well, some things I can't let go of, like someone hurting an animal.

    Listen, I said this before in one of the other threads and it's still true today as it was then .... I want to die.

    These are the cards dealt me, and I have to play them ..... all-in is my only move now, don't you think?

    I'm not going to sit here and moan, groan and whimper about the fact it's my turn ... we all die, and now it's my turn to go ... and go I will, willingly because why fight it?

    But, mostly, I want to die from this meat suit, and move on to next my existence. I'm done here. It's just the same shit everyday. I don't want to be here. I'm not saying this to be talking ...... people aren't here to obtain an spiritual experience, they are spirits already seeking a physical experience, and my spirit has reached it's limit of experience. Obviously right, because my spirit is releasing the physical, so it can move on.

    So, what you say to someone like me is : happy trails and hope your next physical experience will be just as you hoped.