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    Joined dxpnet on July 03, 2017.
    Posted by NotInterested
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    Im hanging onto life with a string. I dont know what to do about life and people. I feel like Im an outkast in this world where people think quite differently from me. I think gosh what is this world coming to. What are people coming to. Inside I wanna cry but on the outside I try to continue on with life cause I know I have to. I dont think most people can understand me. I dont know being on the internet can be a bit depressing. Seeing different things. It doesnt help Ive been on zoloft for 2 years now to help me cope. I sometimes want to cry but am prevented because zolot numbs me a bit which is even more frustrating. I dont know. I cant deal with reality. I have to daydream my life away because I know my dreams don't truly exist. In my dreams Im everything I want to be. Life and the world is how I want it to be but its not real. It's sad. I have hopes and dreams but sometimes feel unmotivated. Life isnt cut out for me and I dont like myself too much as a person lately. Sorry Im feeling sad and frustrated right now. Just wanted to vent. Feeling low and scared. Don't know what to do.


    There is no reason to apologize for how you feel.

    Knowing how you feel and being honest with it is always best.

    You should get the best healing and treatment though for this.

    Those that you feel you can trust and not judge you for feeling this way
    is who you could benefit from being close to right now. So many days I
    feel different and see myself as an outcast, I know I need these people close.

    They are your guides and angels on earth that can help. I would also say that
    getting in water and cleansing yourself either through a nice bath or shower.

    So what if your dreams feel false. Dreams can be like a past that is now not here.

    OR* They can also be a future that isn't here yet. Maybe this can be good.

    Maybe you can use this to your advantage. Maybe write down or sketch what you
    dream to experience 'now'. For example, maybe have a dream journal and write down
    or draw what you'd like to experience now in this moment. Or draw or sketch something
    that calms you. I know that drawing the ocean and feeling as though I'm there 'now' calms
    me and helps me. I cannot draw me with my mother 'right now' as it is too painful because
    her physical essence is gone but the next best thing is the ocean, the beach, the sand.

    Drawing the beach as if I'm there now, seeing it as such really really helps me a lot.

    Eat and drink clean things. Stay as naturally close to nature as you can to cleanse too.
    Fruit/Vegetables/ water. These things can help you raise how you feel. Things with
    a lot of ingrediants and take the body forever to break down can keep you down.

    I also feel white candles can help cleanse my surrounding and cleaning too.


    Spend time, spend more time with your inner child. She needs healing now.

    What would you do if a child came to you and was feeling as you do?
    You would help them rise right? See in your mind that your adult
    self is stepping aside, letting them out this locked room of
    society, and the responsibility of the world and helping
    them heal. listen to her and picture yourself hugging
    her and not leaving her side in this moment.







    Thank you so much (: this was beautiful ans calming even just to read
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    You are very welcome, Yasmine. I know it takes time but you will rise smile