AneemA04
joined October 09, 2017
female
  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by tctaa
    Posted by AneemA04
    Posted by tctaa
    Posted by AneemA04
    How do you cope with this and/or completely eliminate this problem?


    can you give more information ?


    I notice I tend to both subconsciously and consciously imprison myself.. For some reason..
    I really don't know where to start.. Now I just realized the effects.


    I know what you mean. It does have effects. When I get more exercise it helps me keep moving and not thinking so much - well it's more like dwelling ... in the nether regions where I shouldn't be ...
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    Yes i find exercising to be very helpful, thank you for reminding me smile
    dwelling is definitely what Ive been doing as well. Moving, as in physical move and psychological move, no matter how little it may seem does have impacts. However if the core issue hasnt been found and resolved, those impacts aren't effective enough.

    When you have been quite in a nebulous place a little too often, you need a grip.
    I believe i have the power to get that grip on yourself but its just that i seem to not be able to simply access it. It's hidden.

    I need to access super pows lol
  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by ufo
    Posted by AneemA04
    Posted by ufo
    Posted by AneemA04
    Posted by ufo
    I tend to lose the key


    What do you mean by this?


    to subconsciously hide your own pain you tuck it away and lose the key and can't gain access to those memories


    Exactly. Then now everything comes ever so stifling and suddenly a question simply nags me ever so persistently, "Why can't you just release yourself every single time?"


    i mean you can, you just need help like hypno or a therapist who will undo all those defenses
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    have you taken taken a hypnotherapy or talked to theraphy? How do they help you?
  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by ufo
    Posted by AneemA04
    Posted by ufo
    I tend to lose the key


    What do you mean by this?


    to subconsciously hide your own pain you tuck it away and lose the key and can't gain access to those memories
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    Exactly. Then now everything comes ever so stifling and suddenly a question simply nags me ever so persistently, "Why can't you just release yourself every single time?"
  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by Senorita_LLP2
    Posted by jok4212
    Posted by AneemA04
    Posted by jok4212
    Posted by AneemA04
    Btw me and the cap im with is having some technical issues as well. And im still contemplating it. Know this libra venus mars needs TIME to decide.

    Anyways, enough about me.
    Lolsss

    His religion is clearly different than you. Dont get blinded by lust.


    I'm afraid I cannot hold it no more. But im trying to at least withhold it in the hope it will serves some magical resolution.



    Then you cant be help anymore.

    You already made your choice.

    Live in this world is like the blink of an eye.

    Your happiness is momentary happiness, short happines.

    Burning in hell forever for doing sex before marriage etc is not worth it.

    But your live is yours.


    Are you the Indonesian dude that has been following her since the previous time? I'm curious
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    Wait! Jadi doi org Indonesia??
  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by ufo
    I tend to lose the key


    What do you mean by this?
  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by jok4212
    Posted by AneemA04
    Posted by jok4212
    Posted by AneemA04
    Btw me and the cap im with is having some technical issues as well. And im still contemplating it. Know this libra venus mars needs TIME to decide.

    Anyways, enough about me.
    Lolsss

    His religion is clearly different than you. Dont get blinded by lust.


    I'm afraid I cannot hold it no more. But im trying to at least withhold it in the hope it will serves some magical resolution.



    Then you cant be help anymore.

    You already made your choice.

    Live in this world is like the blink of an eye.

    Your happiness is momentary happiness, short happines.

    Burning in hell forever for doing sex before marriage etc is not worth it.

    But your live is yours.
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    Thank you for your reminder. smile
  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by jok4212
    Posted by AneemA04
    Btw me and the cap im with is having some technical issues as well. And im still contemplating it. Know this libra venus mars needs TIME to decide.

    Anyways, enough about me.
    Lolsss

    His religion is clearly different than you. Dont get blinded by lust.
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    I'm afraid I cannot hold it no more. But im trying to at least withhold it in the hope it will serves some magical resolution.

  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by Lala1393
    Posted by AneemA04
    Posted by DeadInside
    you have to pass the technical test


    Caps must pass the emotional test as well.

    Regards,
    Scorpio


    I don't think I have an emotional test ♏😂😂

    I just want the 🍆.

    No jk jk.
    Or not really. 😉
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    Good good! Patience is virtue. TIME is essential. Know that earth goes about process.
  • AneemA04
    female
    Btw me and the cap im with is having some technical issues as well. And im still contemplating it. Know this libra venus mars needs TIME to decide.

    Anyways, enough about me.
    Lolsss
  • AneemA04
    female
    "Like with you, I think we have amazing chemistry and an amazing connection, but I'm not like trying to have sex with you or date you"

    Shut the f up. Lemme rape yo ass. 😂
  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by DeadInside
    you have to pass the technical test


    Caps must pass the emotional test as well.

    Regards,
    Scorpio
  • AneemA04
    female
    Venus persona chart:
    Cancer ascendant, eh i approach love with my natal moon expression
    Aries moon 10th house, yikes! Pda all the way?? But its true. If i fall in love i want everybody to know that.
    Venus: scorpio retro
    Mercury: scorpio
    Aquarius mars 7th house!

    Why are my venus, mars and merc are exactly the same with my sag ex's natal??!
  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by Jade_Alexander
    In my case, I’m going backwards in time. I’m doing therapy, I’m reading several books yo help me identify what a healthy relationship looks like and how to work through my trauma.

    I didn’t have anything overtly awful happen to me as a kid, just emotionally unavailable parents which drew me into a toxic marriage. The marriage has given me serious issues.

    I’m looking at attachment types, brain chemistry, personality disorders, co dependency...


    That is what i was trying to go back to as well, my childhood. I tried to see reasons i did things and the environment.
    However as far as the immediate environment. My father was, and still is very distant. I can only recall one moment where he gave me emotional nourishment. Mother, well i dont wanna talk about her.
    Sun in 12th and moon in 8th, those placements.. Speak about them in some ways.
  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by tctaa
    Posted by AneemA04
    How do you cope with this and/or completely eliminate this problem?


    can you give more information ?
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    I notice I tend to both subconsciously and consciously imprison myself.. For some reason..
    I really don't know where to start.. Now I just realized the effects.
  • AneemA04
    female
    How do you cope with this and/or completely eliminate this problem?
  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by ellesbelles
    Posted by AneemA04
    Wait, about changing apartments. Why?


    Because our current one is getting too small.
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    Knowing that you intend to live separately from him but stay together, I assume what you mean by too small is that you need more personal space? Maybe both of you have problems with each other habits?

    I hope this question isnt too personal..
  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by BillieJean
    Posted by AneemA04
    Hm.. So how do you think the moon persona and moon natal chart blend into your overall moon character?
    Having pisces moon which signifies deep emotion and selfess tendencies but tagged with being aquarius moon meaning that even if you have deep emotion yet its hard to grasp or to be felt by other people because your aqua moon nature is detached?

    I have virgo moon in persona which is the same with my natal mc but natal moon is in cancer. I sometimes rationalize my emotions but then again, I have aquarius jupiter in 3rd house and libra venus mars.



    Im wondering the same thing.. how it works with your moon. That seems to make sense because that's kinda how I feel with my moon.

    That can make sense for you because I dont think that just the Aquarius jupiter or Libra mars/venus would cause you to rationalize your emotions because my sister is also a Cancer moon with some air placements and she doesnt rationalize her emotions lol her moon in persona moon is Aries. Do you think Virgo moon qualities fit you?
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    Ah, yeah definitely aries will not hold off their emotions for anything. Hm interesting tho so that means that persona moon can actually modify the moon significantly.

    If you know how i interact with other people, you will know that i can relate to virgo moon. I also criticise myself a lot, thats what i forgot to mention. And i can hv control issues, but i thought its my sun expressions but now think of it. My progressed chart is virgo moon btw. And i find it very interesting to find out that my ex is virgo moon and now my bf is virgo jupiter mc. Hm. I generally get along well with virgos.

    Btw, your aqua moon.. How do you relate to it?
  • AneemA04
    female
    Wait, about changing apartments. Why?
  • AneemA04
    female
    Reasons are:
    1. Cuddles
    2. Sexual stuff
    3. Companionship
    4. Comfort
    5. To feel more and experience the person more
    6. Learn more about myself.

    I guess that's all I can think of now..

    Honestly I can think of more reasons coz I love being in relationships. Love the intense emotions they provoke, love how they make me feel.
  • AneemA04
    female
    Posted by Squishy_Marshmallow
    Posted by AneemA04
    Posted by Squishy_Marshmallow
    Posted by MyStarsShine
    I'm researching sexuality and Venus aspects to Uranus

    Does anyone have this in their chart and if so, how does it manifest .... what is your orientation ... straight, gay, bi etc?

    Thanks
    😊


    Venus Uranus aspect makes someone kinky

    Maybe idk what kinky is.
    On a serious note, if I were to have Venus Uranus will it make me a lesbian? If yes - I want it!!!


    Lulz.. Come on, dont give up on that dream of yours to get that out of this world connection with someone, or men in general.

    On a serious note tho, if you were gay, do you think it would make a difference on how the dynamic of relationships you can have with them, compared to with men?


    Lol
    Idk
    I don't think guys like me because I screw up. Plus I'm kinda boring sexually I think.
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    Nah, what do you mean by "screw up"?

    Anyways, why havent you answered my question?