I am a Cancer chic, attracted to a Pisces chic. My Aquarius felt a pull between her and I. I am.not sure what "pull" because only today did I stumble across my attraction. She is treetrunking beautiful.
What do you guys take from my few observations.. I had no idea it was a mutual attraction til today.
Upon FIRST meeting her we were alone. The men went to hang out. She sat on the same couch with me and slighty turned side ways, but was close enough. We spoke lightly, we were both awkward.
I catch her staring at me ALOT. It's always a deep stare as if she is trying to understand, or read me.
I know she stares at my ass. That is a given. She took her hair down in front of me, though for a while she's only been wearing ponytails.
Busyeye88, I researched IG. I can't block him, but I did report him. I also went down my followers. Low, and behold! He is one of them. He knows me well enough to know I won't delete the account for that sole purpose.
treetrunk! You are absolutely right. It came off as "No hard feelings." to him when I responded. To me its like "I really could careless." I don't go find him, I do not like his pictures, I don't even associate. I have reported him. That was a while ago :/
I literally changed everything so for him to find me to follow me is treetrunking retarded, and he followed me before he even messaged me.... I should not even be dealing with this
A year ago. [Almost] I dealt with a Taurus, I did some incredibly stupid things admittedly. He did his share of disrespecting me. After that I had alot of self evaluation as well as reclaiming my self-worth, and self-love. During this process I met a wonderful guy. We are engaged to be married next year. We have gotten down to the nitty gritty, I even told him about the entire Taurus situation. [Clearing the air before our wedding.]
Taurus made an entire new account. He asked me how I was three months ago. I said fine that was it. This was on the site.
I am going to make my account private. Which I don't really want do. I am an author, I announce my work on there. I don't want to appear bothered, but I am annoyed. (it is Instagram).
I've since forgiven the situation, but he is actually making the effort to come find my pagw just to like my pictures. It pisses me off. His name brings back a place I should never go. I should really be over this.. I don't care for him.
I guess this was a vent.
I don't understand how he found me, I changed my names on everything, and blocked him totally.
When I was younger I bit my tongue on a lot of things. I was quiet. As I grew older I've let my tongue go. If I feel strongly about something I will speak up.
I still have tendency to let things slide by me because I feel it does not need to be addressed. I get judged for that a lot because friends and those who surround me feel as if I should have spoken up, but I honestly don't see the purpose in getting hotheaded over something that does not effect me.
I feel like I could be more assertive about somethings, but I truly do not sweat the small stuff. I kind of still struggle with who I was .. the quiet young girl I once was.
apart from his sign,he the thinker. He thinks so heavily, he analyzes a lot of things, then he re- thinks and processes again. We've been talking about how he thinks to much all day. He's got me beat in that.
I know he really does. I know he's probably tired he work 12 hours everyday for 2weeks at a time, and some how makes time enough to sneak away and talk with me. Extra rest. I'm being stingyI know. He works very very hard.
So aqua man, and I are doing well. We either text, or glide day to day. All day, everyday. There are times when he will wake up in the middle of the night, and say "babe, or baby." And he will spark up a random conversation. I hear an I love you day to day. So he actually a very affectionate person. He's told me I've missed you before, its not often, he will instead say.."I can't wait to see you." "can we talk I really wanna hear your voice.."
I haven't slept all that much today, and I was sort of busy today, so we didn't talk today. So I texted him saying I loved him, and Id be sleep for the rest of the time being. I was tired but now I can't sleep lol, but he hasn't responded no I love you tkk ...no I miss you.. I suck lol, but I'm itching to say I can't sleep or I miss you...