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  • Biggirl you radiate sexyness and everyone must be attracted to you like...bees to honey.
  • Biggirl..why to keep love far away..when its coming back? What if your ex is waiting for you the whole life? Anyways you gonna go out with someone new..then why not with ex? See am asking cause I just beleive in one life one death n one love. I am old soul. I am trying to understand things. So you just look for a better guy..a update? Instead of love?




  • M143 I was perfectly allfine with the scorpio woman terms..I just wanted her to be happy..she was the first girl in my life. Then within 4th day she said me that she has uterus cancer and going to die.

    I cried lot in alone..promised god ..I wont do anything that will hurt her...Asked god to save her life and take my every breath and drop of my blood...drop of my every flesh and give her life. On the day of her birthday ...she called me to be with her..but I went to a Hindu Temple as the priest said he knew some rituals that can save her life....I did the rituals for almost 18 hrs and priest said god MAY show miracle..if I do it every year. Back in 2001 I had no mobile to inform her about the ritual...and that I could not attend her birthday. I thought it would be selfish to inform her. But the next day when she asked me about it..I told her that I went to a temple to pray for her. She then told me that..she waited for me and started crying then her ex came and they celebrated the birthday. I was hurt...but was happy that she was happy. Beleive me every second I asked for her happiness..my only mission was to save her life..irrespective of what she did with her ex on her birthday. I told her I want to marry her( only reason was to take proper medical care of her till end of my life) I was a virgin..and was ready to be virgin even after marrying her just to take care of her. I really care for her and love her...later she started feeling well and started asking me if am a Gay, I was hurt. I never fought with her...irrespective of how angry I was...I always kept my work aside..As per my promise..and after knowing how jealous she gets...I stopped looking at girls and even shaking hands with any girl..even if she initiates handshake with me. I was very dedicated n devoted to my love n girl and one day she started lauffing that ...how can someone love someone so much..I understood for her am just a joker..I was angry..hurted and devastated...Next day she said me that her male colleague asked her whats the meaning of deep? I was hurt with her closeness with her male colleagues..then she had beauty rampwalk..then said her ex is coming back..I told her to go back to him. Just cause I asked her to marry..she said her female friend asked her to leave me if am possesive about her.
    I angryly asked her to get out of my life. ..I thought..we should leave love free and if it comes back its ours. I also thought she may cheat me...if I dont give her a opportunity..she just asked me..what will I do..I told I will see to it. Its 18yrs...I still go to temples and for her rituals..cause I love her the same..and when I will die..my eyes will have her picture. I feel bad ..she did not love me..I just had 2 days to be happy with her frm 3rd day it was about her cancer...so just 2 days of happiness and long life of seperation and hope?

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  • I was perfectly allfine with the scorpio woman terms..I just wanted her to be happy..she was the first girl in my life. Then within 4th day she said me that she has uterus cancer and going to die.

    I cried lot in alone..promised god ..I wont do anything that will hurt her...Asked god to save her life and take my every breath and drop of my blood...drop of my every flesh and give her life. On the day of her birthday ...she called me to be with her..but I went to a Hindu Temple as the priest said he knew some rituals that can save her life....I did the rituals for almost 18 hrs and priest said god MAY show miracle..if I do it every year. Back in 2001 I had no mobile to inform her about the ritual...and that I could not attend her birthday. I thought it would be selfish to inform her. But the next day when she asked me about it..I told her that I went to a temple to pray for her. She then told me that..she waited for me and started crying then her ex came and they celebrated the birthday. I was hurt...but was happy that she was happy. Beleive me every second I asked for her happiness..my only mission was to save her life..irrespective of what she did with her ex on her birthday. I told her I want to marry her( only reason was to take proper medical care of her till end of my life) I was a virgin..and was ready to be virgin even after marrying her just to take care of her. I really care for her and love her...later she started feeling well and started asking me if am a Gay, I was hurt. I never fought with her...irrespective of how angry I was...I always kept my work aside..As per my promise..and after knowing how jealous she gets...I stopped looking at girls and even shaking hands with any girl..even if she initiates handshake with me. I was very dedicated n devoted to my love n girl and one day she started lauffing that ...how can someone love someone so much..I understood for her am just a joker..I was angry..hurted and devastated...Next day she said me that her male colleague asked her whats the meaning of deep? I was hurt with her closeness with her male colleagues..then she had beauty rampwalk..then said her ex is coming back..I told her to go back to him. Just cause I asked her to marry..she said her female friend asked her to leave me if am possesive about her.
    I angryly asked her to get out of my life. ..I thought..we should leave love free and if it comes back its ours. I also thought she may cheat me...if I dont give her a opportunity..she just asked me..what will I do..I told I will see to it. Its 18yrs...I still go to temples and for her rituals..cause I love her the same..and when I will die..my eyes will have her picture. I feel bad ..she did not love me..I just had 2 days to be happy with her frm 3rd day it was about her cancer...so just 2 days of happiness and long life of seperation and hope?

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  • Toti..what do I do?

    For me its just one life..one death and one love...can any scorpio lady tell me if..my scorpio girl will meet me once to talk? I want to tell her how much I love n miss her

    I was perfectly allfine with the scorpio woman terms..I just wanted her to be happy..she was the first girl in my life. Then within 4th day she said me that she has uterus cancer and going to die.

    I cried lot in alone..promised god ..I wont do anything that will hurt her...Asked god to save her life and take my every breath and drop of my blood...drop of my every flesh and give her life. On the day of her birthday ...she called me to be with her..but I went to a Hindu Temple as the priest said he knew some rituals that can save her life....I did the rituals for almost 18 hrs and priest said god MAY show miracle..if I do it every year. Back in 2001 I had no mobile to inform her about the ritual...and that I could not attend her birthday. I thought it would be selfish to inform her. But the next day when she asked me about it..I told her that I went to a temple to pray for her. She then told me that..she waited for me and started crying then her ex came and they celebrated the birthday. I was hurt...but was happy that she was happy. Beleive me every second I asked for her happiness..my only mission was to save her life..irrespective of what she did with her ex on her birthday. I told her I want to marry her( only reason was to take proper medical care of her till end of my life) I was a virgin..and was ready to be virgin even after marrying her just to take care of her. I really care for her and love her...later she started feeling well and started asking me if am a Gay, I was hurt. I never fought with her...irrespective of how angry I was...I always kept my work aside..As per my promise..and after knowing how jealous she gets...I stopped looking at girls and even shaking hands with any girl..even if she initiates handshake with me. I was very dedicated n devoted to my love n girl and one day she started lauffing that ...how can someone love someone so much..I understood for her am just a joker..I was angry..hurted and devastated...Next day she said me that her male colleague asked her whats the meaning of deep? I was hurt with her closeness with her male colleagues..then she had beauty rampwalk..then said her ex is coming back..I told her to go back to him. Just cause I asked her to marry..she said her female friend asked her to leave me if am possesive about her.
    I angryly asked her to get out of my life. ..I thought..we should leave love free and if it comes back its ours. I also thought she may cheat me...if I dont give her a opportunity..she just asked me..what will I do..I told I will see to it. Its 18yrs...I still go to temples and for her rituals..cause I love her the same..and when I will die..my eyes will have her picture. I feel bad ..she did not love me..I just had 2 days to be happy with her frm 3rd day it was about her cancer...so just 2 days of happiness and long life of seperation and hope?

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  • M143 I was perfectly allfine with the scorpio woman terms..I just wanted her to be happy..she was the first girl in my life. Then within 4th day she said me that she has uterus cancer and going to die.

    I cried lot in alone..promised god ..I wont do anything that will hurt her...Asked god to save her life and take my every breath and drop of my blood...drop of my every flesh and give her life. On the day of her birthday ...she called me to be with her..but I went to a Hindu Temple as the priest said he knew some rituals that can save her life....I did the rituals for almost 18 hrs and priest said god MAY show miracle..if I do it every year. Back in 2001 I had no mobile to inform her about the ritual...and that I could not attend her birthday. I thought it would be selfish to inform her. But the next day when she asked me about it..I told her that I went to a temple to pray for her. She then told me that..she waited for me and started crying then her ex came and they celebrated the birthday. I was hurt...but was happy that she was happy. Beleive me every second I asked for her happiness..my only mission was to save her life..irrespective of what she did with her ex on her birthday. I told her I want to marry her( only reason was to take proper medical care of her till end of my life) I was a virgin..and was ready to be virgin even after marrying her just to take care of her. I really care for her and love her...later she started feeling well and started asking me if am a Gay, I was hurt. I never fought with her...irrespective of how angry I was...I always kept my work aside..As per my promise..and after knowing how jealous she gets...I stopped looking at girls and even shaking hands with any girl..even if she initiates handshake with me. I was very dedicated n devoted to my love n girl and one day she started lauffing that ...how can someone love someone so much..I understood for her am just a joker..I was angry..hurted and devastated...Next day she said me that her male colleague asked her whats the meaning of deep? I was hurt with her closeness with her male colleagues..then she had beauty rampwalk..then said her ex is coming back..I told her to go back to him. Just cause I asked her to marry..she said her female friend asked her to leave me if am possesive about her.
    I angryly asked her to get out of my life. ..I thought..we should leave love free and if it comes back its ours. I also thought she may cheat me...if I dont give her a opportunity..she just asked me..what will I do..I told I will see to it. Its 18yrs...I still go to temples and for her rituals..cause I love her the same..and when I will die..my eyes will have her picture. I feel bad ..she did not love me..I just had 2 days to be happy with her frm 3rd day it was about her cancer...so just 2 days of happiness and long life of seperation and hope?

  • Lioness give 6 months to a Cap..thats a warmup time for him to say his true feelings.

    He is behaving childish..cause he wants you to take control of everything..and caps love women taking control behind closed doors..till death.

    His one mind is testing you by behaving his worst first..so he can judge ..how would you act after marraige.

    He is right..you have loved him and he cant live without you...no matter how many woman he dreams or even sleeps with..he will come back to you..

    Problem with capricorns is that..once they commit..then their eyes..brain and dick can think only about 1 woman..irrespective of how she is...so he is just trying his best to save him n you..if you really love..show it.

    Capricorns can't even have air between them and their love.

    My example: I loved a girl when 21..meet her for 3 months..dated her only twice..just had a shakehand once.. in my whole life and am 40 now..still I see her in every girl I see around.. When I close my eyes I can see her face and when I pray god jesus..I she her face in him..I will miss her maybe till next life. A man with SUN/ MOON/MERCURY in Capricorn.



  • Posted by nano
    Lol I'm not a cancer, but I don't trtrk with broke men. HUGE turn off. I've struggled with money enough in my life to go down that path. I can tell you what it leads to.... misery.


    Posted by BigGirlPanties
    nope. never.
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    Why scorpios dont go back to loved ones? Specially if the person is waiting..we are humans and cant humans go and talk with other humans?

    I miss my scorpio girl from last 18 Years. We meet when I thought she is single...she dated me once and said her destiny is not good ( she said this after meeting and seeing me on date with her). I understood she had not liked me..so I thougjt..I would be there if she needs me..she was diagnised by cancer and said that was the reason ..her ex is not paying attention to her. I made all arrangements for her treatments and I was 21 yrs and she 26. Everyday I prayed god that take all my happiness but cure her out of cancer..for that I will leave all my bad habbits and will never ever look at any other girl apart from my female scorp for my whole life. After 2 months after her chemo reports doctors said her cancer has stopped nd she will recover full in 1 or 2 months..before I could tell her my feelings...she said that her ex is coming back to her everytime and I asked her to go back to him..then she said..what will happen to me..I said ..I will see to it. And she left..tried coming back once and said her sympathies are with me. I was angry with her and said..I dont want sympathy..am not here for sympathy...9 months down the line..went to see if she is all fine on her birthday..in 2001..then went in 2017 to see if shes all fine. Still miss her and dont understand ..how come she dont understand that I love her so much..do you think she will come and meet me once for me to tell her how much I miss her? Before I die
  • Posted by pisceswoman123
    Posted by OCJack
    Posted by pisceswoman123
    You get what you give.
    I give genuine Love, sooooo.....

    *an eternity later*
    treetrunk, still waiting to get back what I gave.

    Posted by BigGirlPanties
    nope. never.


    Why scorpios dont go back to loved ones? Specially if the person is waiting..we are humans and cant humans go and talk with other humans?

    I miss my scorpio girl from last 18 Years. We meet when I thought she is single...she dated me once and said her destiny is not good ( she said this after meeting and seeing me on date with her). I understood she had not liked me..so I thougjt..I would be there if she needs me..she was diagnised by cancer and said that was the reason ..her ex is not paying attention to her. I made all arrangements for her treatments and I was 21 yrs and she 26. Everyday I prayed god that take all my happiness but cure her out of cancer..for that I will leave all my bad habbits and will never ever look at any other girl apart from my female scorp for my whole life. After 2 months after her chemo reports doctors said her cancer has stopped nd she will recover full in 1 or 2 months..before I could tell her my feelings...she said that her ex is coming back to her everytime and I asked her to go back to him..then she said..what will happen to me..I said ..I will see to it. And she left..tried coming back once and said her sympathies are with me. I was angry with her and said..I dont want sympathy..am not here for sympathy...9 months down the line..went to see if she is all fine on her birthday..in 2001..then went in 2017 to see if shes all fine. Still miss her and dont understand ..how come she dont understand that I love her so much..do you think she will come and meet me once for me to tell her how much I miss her? Before I die
    Lol

    You can not choose who is going to give you that love back.
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  • Posted by Lala1393
    Curious.

    I think I'd get bored.


    Posted by BigGirlPanties
    nope. never.
    click to expand


    Why scorpios dont go back to loved ones? Specially if the person is waiting..we are humans and cant humans go and talk with other humans?

    I miss my scorpio girl from last 18 Years. We meet when I thought she is single...she dated me once and said her destiny is not good ( she said this after meeting and seeing me on date with her). I understood she had not liked me..so I thougjt..I would be there if she needs me..she was diagnised by cancer and said that was the reason ..her ex is not paying attention to her. I made all arrangements for her treatments and I was 21 yrs and she 26. Everyday I prayed god that take all my happiness but cure her out of cancer..for that I will leave all my bad habbits and will never ever look at any other girl apart from my female scorp for my whole life. After 2 months after her chemo reports doctors said her cancer has stopped nd she will recover full in 1 or 2 months..before I could tell her my feelings...she said that her ex is coming back to her everytime and I asked her to go back to him..then she said..what will happen to me..I said ..I will see to it. And she left..tried coming back once and said her sympathies are with me. I was angry with her and said..I dont want sympathy..am not here for sympathy...9 months down the line..went to see if she is all fine on her birthday..in 2001..then went in 2017 to see if shes all fine. Still miss her and dont understand ..how come she dont understand that I love her so much..do you think she will come and meet me once for me to tell her how much I miss her? Before I die
  • Posted by BigGirlPanties
    nope. never.


    Why scorpios dont go back to loved ones? Specially if the person is waiting..we are humans and cant humans go and talk with other humans?

    I miss my scorpio girl from last 18 Years. We meet when I thought she is single...she dated me once and said her destiny is not good ( she said this after meeting and seeing me on date with her). I understood she had not liked me..so I thougjt..I would be there if she needs me..she was diagnised by cancer and said that was the reason ..her ex is not paying attention to her. I made all arrangements for her treatments and I was 21 yrs and she 26. Everyday I prayed god that take all my happiness but cure her out of cancer..for that I will leave all my bad habbits and will never ever look at any other girl apart from my female scorp for my whole life. After 2 months after her chemo reports doctors said her cancer has stopped nd she will recover full in 1 or 2 months..before I could tell her my feelings...she said that her ex is coming back to her everytime and I asked her to go back to him..then she said..what will happen to me..I said ..I will see to it. And she left..tried coming back once and said her sympathies are with me. I was angry with her and said..I dont want sympathy..am not here for sympathy...9 months down the line..went to see if she is all fine on her birthday..in 2001..then went in 2017 to see if shes all fine. Still miss her and dont understand ..how come she dont understand that I love her so much..do you think she will come and meet me once for me to tell her how much I miss her? Before I die
  • I was happy to see 18 replies and when I read them' found out how waste they are...ok am wacko..lol most successful people are. Why someone wants my name
  • Yes I meet a lady in 2003..She is a scorpio lady. We were madly in love and she was 28 and I was 24, She asked me promise that I will be hers till next life to which I agreed. This is the first love of my life and I did faced some communication issues which had solved a bit with age. She a extrovrert and I a Introvert. I was like on top of my life and was a youngest businessman in my circle. She was a school teacher. She was my life and my heart...She had a bad relationship earlier so I always acted good with her....and thought that I will take very good care of her...never fight with her or hurt her anyways. She informed me she has cancer and is going to die..promised myself and god that I will do everything to save her. I collected money and ended up in big loans...I am the only Son to my parents and thought that Its my responsibility to take care of them in thier old age..however being a Indian our parents stay with us in old age. And I knew my father would never accept that am marrying someone who already has a prostrate cancer and would have childbearing difficulties and on another hand I could not leave someone alone just because she had cancer.( I thought whatif after marraige my wife is discovered of cancer). I was ready to fight with the whole world ...I had a big struggle in day to day life..I knew if I married her my friends and family members all would be upset with me and blame her, just cause she was older than me. So I thought of acting the bad man all the time..however I lost track of everything....became a diffrent person and use to lose track of reality vs originality. She accused me of not being funny the way I use to be earlier( being a capricorn am more worried in such situations) (She started saying she was getting bored with me). Later on I was the one who use to be quiet and it use to be her...that did all the talking. Once she said..that one of her male colleague asked her the meaning of "deep" and I dont know meaning of deep...just to make me realise that she has so good conversations with her male colleagues and they were interested in her. 3rd day she said me that we should find diffrent friends . On 4th day she said she will beleive me that I love her only if I love her the same way for another 10 years. On consecutive 5th day she said me she thinks am very possesive and her friends asked her to leave me. On 6th day she mentioned that her ex is trying to get back to her and as I was already gloomy, badly hurt by the situation and now by her. I lost my mind and instead of explaining her things as usual..I told her okay...get out of my life and I thought I will forget her and get back to life as I use to be earlier. Its 14 years passed..I still cry remembering everything...I lost track of my career and I also lost track of my life. Whenever I listen to songs I think of her and whenever I see a happy girl in weedings or I see a couple around I think about her. I am live my life without her ..but there is no happiness. Life is without colours. I just want to meet her and tell whatall happened...

    Shall I tell meet her in her office directly and ask her to meet me for a coffee of 10 minutes.( I feel she may respond as if she dont know me..cause she may see me after 10-15years, or she may call security or polize to get rid of me or she may insult me ..I dont know.)

    Or Shall I chase her car and stop her on the street and ask her for a lift and then talk with her while she may drive ( If she panics ...other travellers or drivers may hand me to cops)

    I want to talk with her for 15mins..dont know why this has became a motto of my life. I had thought of not doing this ever in my life...but dont know why. Maybe after this I can focus back on work.
  • Nightowl, Timon and Aqua..you all are right..I feel I should ask her once why she did it...cause am loosing faith on me and things around... Beleive me I tried everything doing to forget her for this 15 years but nothing helped. I did a research that is i   Read more
  • Timon...Yes I meet a lady in 2003..She is a scorpio lady. We were madly in love and she was 28 and I was 24, She asked me promise that I will be hers till next life to which I agreed. This is the first love of my life and I did faced some communication is   Read more
  • Posted by capricornlovescorpiotillnextlife
    . Two scenarios 1) They don't if they are not into you. Yes 100% men too regret if they are into you...Its very very painful for men. Being monogamous was a idea put by a man and not a woman. When a man goes through a breakup he don't have a friend to console...beleive me ..he has used all his friends network already to save the relationship...No male friend nor a female friend will ever entertain the guy..and on his face say him that he is coward/boring/and full of butter..if he tries to get sympathy from anyone in his circle. If you ever decide to breakup a man..please give him tips in advance to save himself...cause for a man his woman is his heartbeat..and if a heartbeat is broken..he will forget how to smile and be happy till he dies


  • Yes 100% men too regret..however it depends on what they were looking for and if the breakup was when they are not happy with the breakups.
  • Why scorpio woman did this to a devoted...dedicated..faithful capricorn
  • I meet a scorpio girl that said...she has cancer and is going to die. I was 23..I took all money I can, all loans I can.. Almost 6 Lakhs in year 2003..thats 10000 $ ..prayed god for every second and every minute..to take my every breath and only prayed him   Read more