I found it!
This is exactly how I feel. Like I don’t feel any need to be in a relationship with him or general. And the Universe has made it very clear it’s not my path.
And oddly enough, what we are is VERY gratifying for me. He’s like one of my closest friends and I am just present in that. I already feel like we are ‘together’ because he meets my emotional needs atm.
I hear a lot of once I get my karma cleared... but who knows 🤷♀️ I know he loves me... I just don’t know if that will ever become a romantic commitment