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In love with a Taurus man

Posted by LadyNeptune
Posted by CrimsonGirl


-He's 26 and still lives at home with no real plans of leaving any time soon.
-He has a car (I don't), but I'm pretty sure my dad pays for it. I don't ask.
-I don't know if he even pays for his phone bill.
-Just went back to school for television and film production, but isn't making any money now because he left his job at my dad's company (which my dad obviously got for him)
- Goes out every single weekend and parties with treetrunk knows what money.


It sucks when parents show blatant favoritism. On the flip side if you have everything handed to you it kills your drive in life, hence him not making an effort to work, get his own place, etc. etc. While you are actively trying to move your life forward. So in some ways your more blessed than him.

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I appreciate you saying this. It's strange though, I almost feel like my parents worry about him more, so they give him more...i think they trust me more so they almost don't feel they have to give me as much. If that makes any sense...
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Posted by CrimsonGirl
So I don't really know if this is an advice thread or just one created for the sole purpose of me venting, but either way my Leo brother is always making life hard for me and I feel like I'm about to snap on him.

To start off, I'm pretty certain he has a form of autism, like aspergers or something. He is the definition of the absent minded professor. Very well versed in certain subjects, but definitely lacks certain social abilities and it seems that 90% of what you say to him goes in one ear and out the other. He is very nice looking and well liked by people, but I think the attention has turned him into a complete douche bag. I love him a lot, but I reeeealllly worry about how he will function in the real world.

Some examples of why I'm frustrated:

-He's 26 and still lives at home with no real plans of leaving any time soon.
-He has a car (I don't), but I'm pretty sure my dad pays for it. I don't ask.
-I don't know if he even pays for his phone bill.
-Just went back to school for television and film production, but isn't making any money now because he left his job at my dad's company (which my dad obviously got for him)
- Goes out every single weekend and parties with treetrunk knows what money.
-He's loud and abrasive and expects everyone to listen to and appreciate what he says
-attacks my political and spiritual beliefs all.the.time. I am almost always uncomfortable in his presence because I just KNOW he's going to ask my opinion on a certain topic only to shut it down.
-Always wants to hang out with me and my friends even though he acts like he hates me most of the time.
-cookiemonsteres and moans if he doesn't get his way and then manipulates the situation so that I feel like a tota c*nt.

And yeah... there's more but that's where i'll start. I'm dying over here.


Well you are a lovely person. And you are not allowed to let him make you feel like a bleep or like he hates you. There is not a lot you can do about the other stuff. But say to your Dad...look i feel the brother is treating me badly right now i need some support from your side to signal to him that you need a bit more respect from your brother and some understanding.
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Thank you ❤️
Posted by Ravishing
He sounds like a crazy teenager. I can understand siblings not getting along when their kids or tweens, but usually by the time siblings are in their late teens they tend to become good friends. He seems very childish! Me and my brothers are so different but we get along very well for the most part.


It's funny because my sister and I are best friends. We get along so well, but he is just the odd one of the group. He is almost 10 years older than her and she is so much more mature. It's amazing. Whenever he and I go anywhere together people think I'm older. They're always so shocked that he's in his mid-20's, "like oh I thought he was 17 or something!!" He certainly acts it.
Posted by Sodapop
My brother is nearing 40 and behaves almost the same way. My dad bought him his own pharmacy so he can have a business to run and be secure, half of the days he’s a no show and drunk or high. He’s got a wife and two kids, which makes it worse. We’ve no ongoing relationship whatsoever, and it got even worse after our father died, and he blamed me, my sisters and mom for letting him die. As if we could have stopped death!

He’s an aqua though, I’m not surprised. Sometimes you’ll just need to disconnect yourself from toxic people, family included. Set boundaries with him, it’s also for his own good.


You Egyptians and your pharmacies lol

And what an ass! That's a horrible, stupid thing, blaming you like that. I don't want to have no relationship with my brother, but I don't see how it could continue like this
Posted by xBruceCampbellx
Blackmail your dad. People always have secrets. Use your Scorpio powers and dig them up. JK

Sounds to me like he's really spoiled. I've known people like that. I had a friend whose older brother got everything growing up while she didn't get butter.

I'm not trying to make your parents sound bad, but, from your description, he seems really spoiled. You know your situation better than I do though.


Yes! He absolutely is spoiled, but more than being spoiled he's a total brat. My parents are great, I think they're just at a loss with him
Posted by Gemitati
Do you live in the same house?
Move out! Nothing else you can do hon.


Yes we do. And I am saving up money to do so right now, but I like it here for now lol
So I don't really know if this is an advice thread or just one created for the sole purpose of me venting, but either way my Leo brother is always making life hard for me and I feel like I'm about to snap on him.

To start off, I'm pretty certain he has a form of autism, like aspergers or something. He is the definition of the absent minded professor. Very well versed in certain subjects, but definitely lacks certain social abilities and it seems that 90% of what you say to him goes in one ear and out the other. He is very nice looking and well liked by people, but I think the attention has turned him into a complete douche bag. I love him a lot, but I reeeealllly worry about how he will function in the real world.

Some examples of why I'm frustrated:

-He's 26 and still lives at home with no real plans of leaving any time soon.
-He has a car (I don't), but I'm pretty sure my dad pays for it. I don't ask.
-I don't know if he even pays for his phone bill.
-Just went back to school for television and film production, but isn't making any money now because he left his job at my dad's company (which my dad obviously got for him)
- Goes out every single weekend and parties with treetrunk knows what money.
-He's loud and abrasive and expects everyone to listen to and appreciate what he says
-attacks my political and spiritual beliefs all.the.time. I am almost always uncomfortable in his presence because I just KNOW he's going to ask my opinion on a certain topic only to shut it down.
-Always wants to hang out with me and my friends even though he acts like he hates me most of the time.
-cookiemonsteres and moans if he doesn't get his way and then manipulates the situation so that I feel like a tota c*nt.

And yeah... there's more but that's where i'll start. I'm dying over here.
Today I was accidentally giving my boss the Scorpio glare and he caught me and made fun of me in front of everyone
Pho life
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Posted by CrimsonGirl
I'm super ashamed to admit that I've never seen Pan's Labyrinth....

I've seen little parts of it here and there, but it always looked so weird and creepy and I could never figure out a good time to watch it. Definitely going to check it out though now.


yeah...is definitely weird and creepy but thats why I love it... Let me know what you think if you watch it. Just watching some of my favorite scenes on youtube has me wanting to revisit it soon, probably after I finish rewatching season 1 of Stranger Things, prep'ing for season 2....
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Oh yeah! When is that coming out!?
Some things that help me:

Meditation
Reading about subjects I love
Making vision boards
Cleaning
Organizing my life in general
Working out
Smiling
Singing
I kind of think it depends on his Venus. Mine chased me, but his Venus is in aries so that is more typical. A Venus in Gemini or something might get a little more wishy washy and pull back a little bit and be more prone to playing games. Where is his Venus? Do you know?
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I haven't tried much other than weed. I've done coke a few times and I just talked a lot really fast and then fell asleep. Did some THC pills on my birthday last year and got coompppletly treetrunked up. Worst night ever.

My boyfriend was like "they should kick in in about an hour" .... within 15 minutes I was tingly all over and had to lay down and then we started having sex and all of a sudden I just completely lost control of my thoughts..... and it stayed that way for 4 HOURS. My mind was racing and I couldn't focus on a single thing. I couldn't walk, couldn't speak. I felt nauseous and I was freezing and shaking. I thought I was going to have a seizure or something because I was shaking so much (but in reality weed helps with seizures soooo that's defs wasn't going to happen lol) but I was so paranoid. I thought my boyfriend had done it to me on purpose and was trying to kill me, my parents were out of the country at the time and I had visions of the police calling them and saying I'd died and them having to fly home devestated. I was SOOO high. Greened out and woke up at like 4am and was laughing at everything uncontrollably. That part was fun.


did you have the gold capsules?
what was the thc amount in the pills?
and how many did you have?



It was 50 mg of THC and 100mg of CBD


yeah that's a lot i think for someone with a low to moderate tolerance.

15 to 20 mg should have been more of an appropriate dose.

was it those gold caps? or another brand?



Yeah and those were the lowest dose they had at the dispensary apparently!! I think I wouldn't actually died if I took anything higher than that. And I can't remember honestly..... I don't think they were gold


you wouldn't have.

but i have been high enough to have similar thoughts.

The first time was the first time i got high and ingested 1000mg of thc

and other time was actually one of the last times I got high abbout a year ago.

I had a small individual size of mint chip ice cream.
I think the dose was under 100mg but i literally thought i was developing a psychosis.

i swore i'd wake up a Schizoprhrenic.

it was the worst.

lol

it coincidentally was one of the last times i prayed to god. haha

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Omg yes. I thought I was going to be high forever or just come out of it completely traumatized and different. Had the same schizophrenia fear. It sucked. But I forgot about it the instant that I started coming down
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Posted by CrimsonGirl
I haven't tried much other than weed. I've done coke a few times and I just talked a lot really fast and then fell asleep. Did some THC pills on my birthday last year and got coompppletly treetrunked up. Worst night ever.

My boyfriend was like "they should kick in in about an hour" .... within 15 minutes I was tingly all over and had to lay down and then we started having sex and all of a sudden I just completely lost control of my thoughts..... and it stayed that way for 4 HOURS. My mind was racing and I couldn't focus on a single thing. I couldn't walk, couldn't speak. I felt nauseous and I was freezing and shaking. I thought I was going to have a seizure or something because I was shaking so much (but in reality weed helps with seizures soooo that's defs wasn't going to happen lol) but I was so paranoid. I thought my boyfriend had done it to me on purpose and was trying to kill me, my parents were out of the country at the time and I had visions of the police calling them and saying I'd died and them having to fly home devestated. I was SOOO high. Greened out and woke up at like 4am and was laughing at everything uncontrollably. That part was fun.


did you have the gold capsules?
what was the thc amount in the pills?
and how many did you have?



It was 50 mg of THC and 100mg of CBD


yeah that's a lot i think for someone with a low to moderate tolerance.

15 to 20 mg should have been more of an appropriate dose.

was it those gold caps? or another brand?

click to expand


Yeah and those were the lowest dose they had at the dispensary apparently!! I think I wouldn't actually died if I took anything higher than that. And I can't remember honestly..... I don't think they were gold
Posted by Adreamuponwaking
Posted by CrimsonGirl
I haven't tried much other than weed. I've done coke a few times and I just talked a lot really fast and then fell asleep. Did some THC pills on my birthday last year and got coompppletly treetrunked up. Worst night ever.

My boyfriend was like "they should kick in in about an hour" .... within 15 minutes I was tingly all over and had to lay down and then we started having sex and all of a sudden I just completely lost control of my thoughts..... and it stayed that way for 4 HOURS. My mind was racing and I couldn't focus on a single thing. I couldn't walk, couldn't speak. I felt nauseous and I was freezing and shaking. I thought I was going to have a seizure or something because I was shaking so much (but in reality weed helps with seizures soooo that's defs wasn't going to happen lol) but I was so paranoid. I thought my boyfriend had done it to me on purpose and was trying to kill me, my parents were out of the country at the time and I had visions of the police calling them and saying I'd died and them having to fly home devestated. I was SOOO high. Greened out and woke up at like 4am and was laughing at everything uncontrollably. That part was fun.


did you have the gold capsules?
what was the thc amount in the pills?
and how many did you have?

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It was 50 mg of THC and 100mg of CBD
Ooooh okay whoops
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