Posted by boxcarmirnta
Think this is my first post on the taurus board. Yay! Ive read you guys are loyal and consistent..which is amazing . Met this guy irl, which never happens. Got along great, made plans (around food) we both moved back to a town around the same time and are excited to check stuff out. We had two great dates and planned more. Hes just been super awesome, txting, making me feel special and needed, just really nice and genuine....but then, he flaked on our plans. Stood me up. Said he fell asleep, i didnt believe him cuz well ive dated a lot of liars and garbage as some of you know..( also assumed hes seeing other people too cuz, new in town, why not?)
I made a joke, wasnt mad or anything ...kept trying to talk to him.. But he started ignoring me. Finally i said :well dunno why you arent talking to me anymore but hope it works out for you! (trying to be nice) he responds the next day with : yea no nothing..sometimes i just don't respond....
Ok wtf?? Is this normal?? Does it sound like BS? Cuz it kinda does to me.....be nice, please. Also its his bday soon, we had plans now not so sure.....he'll prolly flake again....
Posted by Capri__unicornPosted by earlorg16
Usually, with boat loads of aggressive sex.
I thought this said buttloads....that would have been better. But yes...sex fixes everything. My Taurus ex finally gave it up and he is back to being nice againclick to expand
Posted by SuninLibraPosted by earlorg16
Music and art are so subjective that it's best just accept that folks will like what they like regardless of how you feel about it.
I'm not saying she's got no talent but jeez not that much as the same time.
And calling herself a queen tfclick to expand
Posted by RedbullPosted by earlorg16
Isn't it technically still Aries season depending on your location?
According to the astrological calendar I saw Taurus season actually started last night 4/19 at 11 something pm just before midnight so its been Taurus season it was already Taurus season when I went to sleep. I can always feel it. There's that point where its like stuff diffuses and its like hold on what was I "trippin" about? like all that is gone things are cool and here we go.click to expand
Posted by ImagicationPosted by Soul
With salvia divinorum on the other hand the trip lasts 15 minutes at most, and you are blasted into an intense trip. To the point you can't even see your surroundings anymore, and lose the ablilty to stand, walk, or communicate with people around you. The come down is really mellow. Its like you are blasted into a trip that would kill you on acid, and require an insane amount of mushrooms, but then you slowly come back to reality within 15 minutes. Then you are left with a stoning effect like you smoked pot.
Smoking dmt is similar in that it's an intense, short-lived entranced state. One can technically still stand, walk, etc. I have done so, and probably would also do so on salvia within a few acquainting doses. Once you get used to it, it's actually quite fascinating the turns before and as of yet one can catch glimpses of in changing backdrops...
I've read of chewing (thus, sublingual administration route) being the 'traditional' way salvia was used. Prolongs the effects some, can be less intense overall. I say can be, because with delayed onset + increased duration it's sometimes easy to dose/re-dose more than you'd be comfortable/familiar with if you're used to the 2nd-fastest AR. Fastest, safest route for anything is injection when done properly. Big difference in shooting up a stimulant euphoric and a psychedelic deliriant, though
There's a whole spectrum of natural harmala alks (MAOIs) that can be used to potentiate ANY serotonergic drug. Ayahuasca is one example that uses the vine it is the namesake for, Banisteriopsis Caapi. Locally (in the States I mean) we have passionflowers. Middle East has syrian rue, Africa (egypt in particular) has the lotus.
They all will prolong and flavor in their own way ANY serotonergic psychoactivity. Each with it's own unique synastry, so to say, as a potentiator. Ayahuasca = rainbow; Passiflora = black/white fme.
If you use psychedelics as an intro-spective tool (which I recommend everyone akin to taking them to at least try at times, and those who have no desire to self-reflect to rather not take them) or just simply tend to be introspective, you might be interested in what all passiflora can do. It's a muscle relaxant and MAOI (and unlike pharmaceutical kind that shut down production of enzymes, it's a natural type of anti-depressant that only temporary inhibits the activity of the enzyme, so you develop no dependance or long-term dietary restrictions),
...I really love how my browser spell-checker goes schizo and says I don't know wtf I'm trying to write once I start rambling about drugs. Let's make more red lines... but lol, wtf are psychobilin shrooms?!? psilocybin, the 4-po-dmt, the stimulative, serotonergic shroom.
Thousands of people have been cured of long-standing debilitating addictions, often times in a single dose, through ibogaine - another very interestingly unique natural hallucinogen/entheogen. It's decidedly interesting because it's similar to classic sertonergics, but has some dissociation potential as well. It's like hybridizing amanita muscaria and psilocybin.
Amanita muscaria are the mostly red, white dotted ones, like Santa and the Pope. It's another of the rare natural dissociatives.
I'm convinced ibogaine, salvia, and venus fly traps are from other worlds, brought here by meteorites. Especially the fly traps, which show a resilience to consumption by surface fires. Ibogaine/Salvia because they aren't derived from a tryptamine or a phenethylamine like nearly all other hallucinogens are, the latter lacks any nitrogen in it's structure, so could theoretically exist in an environment that contains no nitrogen compounds whatsoever and just happens to also be the largest, most complex psychoactive hallucinogen known to man by a long shot.
If you wanna follow the rabbit really far, I think some of these plants are why we have some of our archetypes. And perhaps that, after all, is the source for much of the historic depictions of contacts with aliens/gods from the sky and the lives they led and the things they taught us that frequently, century after century, show up as integral parts of the human experience...
Disordered thoughts? I wish I could blame the drugs, but that would be too much Libra doing too much projecting. Bless your heart if you don't tl;dr this, I could have written 10x moreclick to expand
Posted by Capri67Posted by earlorg16Posted by Capri67Posted by earlorg16Posted by Capri67Posted by earlorg16Posted by Capri67Posted by earlorg16
So do you want to date him or not?
Yes I do but....its complicated.
It's really not that complicated. If you like him, you pursue it. Just talk to the guy. click to expand
As an update i did talk to him and sadly ended up having sex with him now he pretends to not know me until the day is almost out. Its intentional because he would literally talk to everyone but me and he has this super special tight bond with another coworker of mine (female), I think he likes her a lot i could be wrong but i'm capri. Thinking this is too much stress for me and its time for me to distance myself completely from him. click to expand
What did he say to you and why did you sleep with him?
See this man is playing with my heart. I have given him my time, I have told and showed him that I loved him but he will pretend I don't exist plus I feel like i'm the only one trying to connect with him. In addition, i think he's sleeping with another girl i'm not sure but they're soo close, they eat together, stay back together and the first person he calls when he gets to work is her. They spend hours laughing together and he shows so much concern for her. Yet on another breath he's telling me he has feelings for me then moves on to say well maybe we could be good friends no matter where in life I would choose to go to he can come visit. I feel like I can't trust him with my heart and really he's playing games with me. I gave him his time to think about what he wanted and let him have his space with work but emotionally he's never here for me like he once was and he only seems to know me when he wants sex. After our last discussion and me missing him soo much for soo long i thought the way he expressed his feelings towards me was real and i fell in the moment and we made love. Real sensual burning deep love and during that he asked me if I loved him....my response "You know that".
Right after that he has totally avoided me and so I started avoiding him. When he realized this he decided to have a conversation and said i know i haven't been there for you while you've been there for me then thanks me......why does he want to thank me now ??? because he sees i'm about to give up on him?? I'm not cut out for the games and manipulations. Its hard to tell if his words are real because his actions seem different. So I'm planning on going to China for a week, clear my mind off this guy, keep my phone off and let him and his games be. My feelings are real and i have expressed it to him many times. But problem is when i get back he'll still be there...how do i deal with that? It's tearing me apart.
Did you ask him if he's dating that other girl?
I have once he denied it. Even if I did again he'd deny it again.click to expand
Posted by The_Mad_HatterPosted by earlorg16
I have one, but I refer to it as just a bun. We don't call it a woman bun do we?
And I generally wanted long hair which I was able to grow, but it gets in the way while I eat or play sports, so I kinda have to tie it up by default. But being Asian, folks just say I have a Samurai hairdo as opposed to a bun or "man bun." I bet if I wasn't Asian though, everyone would call it a man bun for me. Anyway screw that term, just call it a bun.
I can see it on an Asian dude. I can't imagine too many people giving you butter about it. If they do just break out in a kung-fu stance they'll quit. That's gotta be like the best stereotype - all Asians know kung-fu. Use it.
I'm white. I'd look like I make meth in my parents basement.click to expand
Posted by rmactavishPosted by earlorg16
My first relationship ended because I was 15 and my gf at the time wanted to have sex on our second date, which I was not exactly ready for. In hindsight I feel like an idiot. She dumped me after that.
"In hindsight I feel like an idiot" No you shouldn't. You were not ready to have it and it's perfectly fine, honestly I wouldn't even recommend rushing into sex at just the age of 15 and then risking some STD.click to expand